Shoot me down

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2011-08-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

By now.
Everyone would have forgotten that my blog existed.

It's the first day of Hari Raya 2011.

I feel so broken.

Now i understand why i made that decision.
But that's not the point.

I feel so angry.

I wanted to do things, i was prepared to go to jail because i know, that what i was going to do would only end up with me getting caught.
Nobody has any idea how fucked up my mind could be.
But i'm sure the person i'm referring to in this post, knows what i'm capable of doing.

But i thought.

No.

I've moved on, BUT.

I will hang on to those words.
I will hang on to those promises.

Because i know one day, we will meet again.
And the only thing that's keeping you going strong, is the fact that you've not seen me.
Once we meet again and our lives are intersected once more.

Till then.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2011-03-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

Union

Job security, Wages and benefits, Working Conditions, Comradeship, Facilities and welfare

Advantages of external recruitment

-Greater no of workers cn be recruited than normally be recruited internally.

-Outside applicants could bring in new ideas, work techniques,production methods&training methods

-New blood could increase business contacts and business opportunities.

-Companies have wider choice of applicants to select best person for job.

-Avoid unproductive in fightin by employees for promotion

HRIS - database system that contains all relevant human resource info and provides facilities for maintaining and accessing these data.

HRIS includes - Job title, Grade, Salary, Salary history, Position history, Supervisor, DOB, disabilities.

Types of Payroll system
- HRIS payroll system - database system that contains all relevant HRI&provides facilites fr maintaining these data.
- Payroll software - saves time, generate pay slips automatically - easy of computation of CPF contributions and other deductions.
-Outsourced payroll programs - can result in money-saving, hassle-free, quality assurance and control.

Bonus - one time payment usually paid to employees at the end of the year to reward for contributions to the company
Variable payment - incentive payment to all employees to increase their productivity or as a reward for their contributions.

Circumstances where training may be required
-requirements for new staff
-shortfalls in employee performance
-organisational change
-technological changes
-individual's expressed needs

Safety measures every organisations would have to comply with.
-get approval for any alterations to buildings
-avoid overcrowding
-ensure good fire safety measures
-maintainence of fire safety equipment
-easy access to escape routes

On the job training - gaining training from actual work place with actual tools doing actual jobs
Off job - outside work area. conducted by own training department, own training facilities.

Suitable training pvders for off job.
Word of mouth - see opinions of fellow practitioners for recommendation
Govt - plays an impt role in creating opportunities fr workers to enhance their emplyability through skills upgrading etc.
Professional assocations - training programmes supported by professional associations often sought by other companies.
Trade/business association

Common ways of getting feedback from trainee.
-Pre test/post-test - tested on skill before and after
-Time series feedback - training outcomes are collected in periodic intervals after training in this method
-Feedback forms -formulates his/her own opinion on overall effectiveness of programme.

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2011-03-07T17:09:00.000-08:00

Critical Service attributes.

-Customer first mindset - view customers as most impt part of job
-Positive Attitude - always smiling and helpful. proactive
-professional competence - knowledgeable. skilled at dealing w people.
- people orientation - initative to build rapport, smile, eye contact.
-basic respect - make customers feel impt.
-resourcefulness - resolve problems and provide solution
-reliability provide consistent good service/ deliver promises on time

Salesmanship qualities

Adaptable - adapt to customers needs. be able to put self in customers shoes.
Confident when delivering the sales pitch. confident of the product he/she sells
Generate intrest/desire moot desire. should be able to generate customers intrest
tactful/friendly friendly at all times so customer feels at ease
Familliar w product/service - knowledge abt product so can ans questions

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2010-09-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

I'll delete this post right after my BEV exam :)
This is real brief, sorry fr my use of english.

UNIT 1
Adv of partnership.

More funds avail.
Since resources of 2 or more individual are combined, larger amt of capital is avail.
If indivdual no money, can always invite others to join as partners.

Enhanced Credit Standing
Financil institutions willing to extend credit when parters make themselves liable for debts of partnership.
Since more owners in partnership, creditors more confident to support loans.

Increased Specialisation in management skills.
Partners of diff backgrounds can help ea other in terms of skill, contacts, specialization.

Possibilities of growth&expansion.
Diversification in management and multiple sources of capital enhance prospects fr a firm's growth and expansion into new products/markets. partenership can attrack key personnel by admitting loyal and capable employees as partners.

Disadvantages.

Dilution of control
Since more then one owner, one person no full control.
not all ideas accepted.

Friction inevitable
Not happy w one another, EXPLAIN.

Limited Life
Death/Resignation. EXPLAIN.

Adv of Incorporated company.

More sources of funds
As the number of shareholders increases, so does amt of capital. A pvt limited can solicit funds from up to 50 members while public limited can invite general public to subscrible to its shares.

Specialised management skills.
Big companies divided into departments. these professionals are experts in their own areas.

Perpetual life
If business is well managed, compay can carry on business with no problem.
Death or withdrawal no effect to life as busines is a diff entity from owners.

Disadvantages of incorporated.

More govt regulations.
Required to keep proper accounting records and file financial statements in its annual returns to ACRA, it is also governed by Singapore Companies Act.

Lack of secrecy.
required to disclose important financial figures and other relevant information in its annual report, information regulary used by competitors.

Higher tax.
Tax rate on companies is 20%, ever changing due to economic situations.

Workers union is an association of workers for the purpose, in whole or in part, of bargaining, on behalf of workers, with employers, about the terms and conditions of emplyment.

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2010-08-25T17:33:00.000-07:00

8:00am

Wednesday

OKAY.
I'll update for real this time.
But i doubt anyone would read it since my blog has been dead for quite sometime.

Everythings been rather fine lately.
School's okay, classmates are like normal classmates.

Well, i do play lots of CS during class right now since its, well, there.

Just to let you all know that i'm updating because i haven't slept since yesterday night and that i'm not asleep till now, one more hour and that makes 24 hours without sleep, which isnt really something to be proud of.

It's during the fasting month right now and so far so good.
And if you all should read the archives of this blog, and see how things have changed.
I'm sure if your following me this far, i must have updated something about you, or maybe the tagboard.

Things have changed alot lately although i'm not quite sure what has changed in me.
If there even is a change, it's not obvious to me. . .

It's the fasting month right now and things are going so-so.
Temptations here and there but hey, you guys know me. (:

Been breaking fast outside with a couple of groups lately, mainly with my secondary school friends.
I did break-fast with my bukit batok boys, but thats not really counted considering i was the only one out of 20 people fasting. Pfft. I good boy, what to do?

As i'm typing this new paragraph, i'm starting to yawn.
Guess it's time for me to go to bed soon.
I shall type two more paragraph before i end with my usual stuff.

I haven't been going training for nearly 3 weeks due to the fasting month.
Wouldn't wanna exert myself without any food or water during the trainings, i won't last an hour.
And another thing is, for those of you whom actually sparred or maybe i taught a little bit here and there.
I'm sure you all know that my moves are very tactical and patient.
Well, i'm going to change that into being more agressive.
Instead of countering you, i'd be the one starting to murder you. :D
I shall start training tomorrow.

About 2 weeks to Hari Raya and i've not gotten a single piece of baju kurung, courtesy of Nur Amalina Zakaria who can't go this week due to her preperations for her examinations.
Haaaah, i'm not complaining babylove, i'm just saying :D .
I'll meet you during this sat okayy?

Oh and did i mention?
I love that girl, and i hope she knows how much i do.
Yes we do have our minor quarrels here and there, but in the end, we still reconcile.
Anyone who has something against her, know what you're up against before attempting to do anything drastic.
Wa pey siao datang, masalah besar. Right everyone?
Not that i'm a big shot or anything, but i'd give it my everything for her.
And i think my everything is something.
But i'm sure nobody has anything against herrr. . . . . or me :D

Okay, my yawns are getting louder and bed is looking more comfortable.
I shall end here my fellow readers.

Mohamed Firdaus.
No hero in war.

I know there was other girls before me. I know that I wasn’t your first love. I know that I wasn’t the first to call you mine. I know that you’ve called other girls baby or babe before. I know that I wasn’t your first kiss. But all I want is to be the last girl you’d ever be with, the last one that you’d love, the last one to call you mine, the last one you’d ever call baby or babe, and the last one to ever kiss you.
- Reblogged from wescribblelove.tumblr.com♥ .

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2010-08-19T21:40:00.000-07:00

12:36pm

Friday

You know. . . .
Ahh forget it.

Mohamed Firdaus.
No hero in war.

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2010-06-12T10:57:00.000-07:00

Reblogged, can?

:).

2010-06-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

9.30pm

Friday.

Im not letting Fir let this blog rot, haaah.
So I shall update for him.
And he owe me a movie date soon.

Yessaaah, hols are here and I can finally take break from everyth.
Gigs with the guys on weekends. (Y)
Im meeting the rest and my babygirls soon.
Bbq pit on 19th but too bad smbody couldnt make it. Haha, kid.
Just dont miss me too much when youre away.

Still pissed over people-ditch-for-clubbing. HAH.
But atleast youre here, and Ive cleared everyth.
And we know he cant bring me down. (:

Half an hour to go till the start of World Cup.
Ill be supporting Italy and Spain.
Dont ask me why, -.-"

Fir, go update yrself next time.

Amalina♥

2010-06-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Red One
Flipsyde

You used to call me
Just to say I love you baby
You would always treat me like a lady
Everyone was jealous of the way
We kept keeping on, feelings were so strong

Always knew that I would occupy your mind
You would always find a little more time
To show me I was number one
Put me there on my throne
Lately where's the feeling gone

When it was good
We were sitting on the top of the world
When it was good
No I never wanted nobody else
When it was right, not like tonight
We were sitting on top of the world

When it was good
No we didn't have a cent to our name
When it was good
We were happy in the pouring rain
I wish it would, would be that good
When we were sitting on top of the world

That picture of everything I ever dreamed
Now the picture's crashing down around me
Calls are coming in and we're looking at our friends
Wondering who's it gonna be

It was so good, once upon a time
It was a simple time, it was a good time
Now we got the perks and all the crème
And it's tearing us apart at the seams
But I remember

When it was good
We were sitting on the top of the world
When it was good
No I never wanted nobody else
When it was right, not like tonight
We were sitting on top of the world

When it was good
No we didn't have a cent to our name
When it was good
We were happy in the pouring rain
I wish it would, would be that good
When we were sitting on top of the world

Yeah
Once upon a time it was real
Once upon a time I was thrilled, to get yo call
Then I could get yo all
Then I could get your heart
Now ain't the same
Seem like now it's a game
Once was reckless, but now it's tame
Once was real love and now it's fake
Who would've known this path we'd take

Yeaahhhh

When it was good
We were sitting on the top of the world
When it was good
No I never wanted nobody else
When it was right, not like tonight
We were sitting on top of the world

When it was good
No we didn't have a cent to our name
When it was good
We were happy in the pouring rain
I wish it would, would be that good
When we were sitting on top of the world

When it was good
We were sitting on the top of the world
When it was good
No I never wanted nobody else
When it was right, not like tonight

We were sitting on top of the world

I REMEMBERED THIS SONG!

2009.

Now where has everyone gone too?

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2010-06-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

10:00pm

Thursday

Just washing it aside,
All of the helplessness inside,
Pretending I don't feel misplaced,
Is so much simpler than change.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-05-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

10:14am

Thursday

Okay.
POA test today, and i slept at 6am.
I wanted to sleep last night, but i kept tossing and turning.
Woke up around 10am.

Now i'm here facing the damn laptop and not studying.
I honestly think i can pass, but i want an A.
So we'll see, yeah ?

Am I going insane (insane)
My blood is boiling inside of my veins
An evil feeling it ticks (it ticks)
My body’s aching there’s no turning back

So take your eyes off the trigger
I’m not to blame if your world turns to black
as your eyes start to blister
there's just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart!

You were told to to run away
soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

Is it my turn to die?
My heart is pounding as I say goodbye
So now I dance in the flames
I love you crying and screaming my name

You said that we’d be forever
How could you kill me and lie to my face
Now that we can’t be together
There’s just no hope for a final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart!

You were told to run away
Soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your heart

You were told to to run away
soak the place and light the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal,
Your Betrayal

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-05-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

9:00pm

Monday.

AHH.
MUAY THAI WAS DAMN PAINFUL.
I was up doing padwork with this 47 year old chinese guy.
And mind you, even after the paddings, his kicks were fucking deadly.
My arms were left blue black after an hour.
Imagine those kicks being rammed at your thighs, ribs and necks.
He will murder ordinary people.
Like all of you.

But when it was my turn, he taught me stuff too.
It's not about power, its about technique.
He was there for over a year and learnt muay thai at other places.
So he's good.

Left the place around 8.
Fuck ERP steal $2.50 from me today.
School was fine, POA was fine too.
I still haven't gotten my peach tea from Flasharina -.-" .

School starts at 10 tomorrow.
But i'm dead tired.
Think i'll still stay up late tonight.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Expected a call after my message was sent last night.
But nothing.

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2010-05-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

11:00pm

Sunday

WELL.
Today was okay.
Woke up early to run errands.
Like doing my bike.
Went to johor with Izan and some traffic police cop which asked about my bike -_-"
So i showed him the shop where i did up my RXZ then he paid for my petrol and makan money. WAHAHA.
Nice guy.

K, after breakfast, went to make my seat abit higher.
Went to service my bike, change engine oil and stuff.
I saw an exhaust that costed 500RM AND I WANT IT SO BAD.
I want my RXZ to have pickup, it can already run 170-180km/h :D.
!!!!
Izan step siol, bawak GSX1000 nak race.
K, met up some other friends there and went back to SG.

Reached home around 3-4?

Went back out to balestier to run some other errands.
Got everything that i wanted to do done today.
I'm so productive today! :D
Cause being preoccupied keeps my mind away from things.

There's gonna be school tomorrow and by bike is currently at bukit timah -.-"
Think i'll pick it up later in the morning, round 5am.
Went to get my speedometer checked and brake done.
If i wake up late, i gotta take the damn MRT.
But i can't be late since i've got to be at raffles by 5:15pm for muay thai.
Maybe i'll do boxing. Ahhh i can't, my left hand's knuckles hurts from something, heh.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Enough is enough.

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2010-05-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

9:00pm

Saturday

Not a voice heard.
Not even a reply.
Nothing.

I have no idea what's wrong.
I thought everything's going fine.
Apparently it isn't.

You're a coward.
If i did something wrong, tell me what i did in my face.
If i can, i'll offer an explanation.

My mind's been racing all day.
But what's the point.
You don't seem to care.

You give me codes.
I have to make things out, just to know what i did wrong.

I dropped all my pride tonight.
I actually called.

But the way you reply, just seems to me like you don't care.
So i'm not gonna bother anymore.
I'm not like your previous guys.
I know how i'm suppose to be treated.

But since i'm not going to get any answers.
Then be it.
I'll get the answers myself.
Be prepared.
You're warned
Whoever is making you do this, has no idea what their up against.

I don't like to be treated like this for something i didn't.

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2010-05-21T19:34:00.000-07:00

10:19am

Saturday

OKAY.
Think i'll do boxing today.
I wanna do mixed martial arts but since i haven't done Brazilian jiu jitsu, i'll be at a disadvantage.
Brazilian Jiu Jitsu are ground fighters.

So it's like,
Fir vs Upfighters = Win.
Fir vs Range fighters = HAHAHAHAHAHA, TAE KWON DO IS FUCKING FULL OF CRAP.
Fir vs In fighters = Draw.
Fir Vs Southpaw = Draw.
Fir vs Groundfighters = Die.

And hence, the results above are if the person skills is of good quality.
Not some fuck who calls themselves a fighter and say, fuckyeah i can fight.
Remembering all those lepak-and-void-deck-times. They're all probably not much of a problem.

Not that i'm saying all those are matreps are bad fighters.
Maybe out of 100, 2 can actually put up a fight.

Wellll, somethings wrong.
But im confused.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Read the red letters.

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2010-05-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

9:36pm

Monday

REAL TIRED
Muay thai takes alot out of a person.

Well.
Went town with my classmates yesterday.
Awesome day. :D
Those who were there were.
Rina, Azeeana, Nicole, ASHOK, Roy, Kenneth, Peiqi.
Fuck, Eugene and Gordon can't come.

Well.
Today, had a break from 9:30am - 1pm.
3/4 of the class went to IMM and ate together.
Fucking stupid questions being asked, but hey.
I got information now, :D

Left, went to do POA at 1pm, which sucked.
I kana scold, wtf.
Ahh wellll.

Suddenly, my craving for speeding just went away.
Which is cool.
It's like, cruising on the expressway on 90-110km/h. :D
Not like some cbfuck going 150km/h - 170km/h and risking my life cuz you can't do that on the lanes and i hafta squeeze between cars at that speed o.0
Mehhh, imma talk on msn now.

Mohamed Firdaus.
All my life.

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2010-05-13T11:46:00.000-07:00

2:28am

Friday.

Well.
The world is asleep.
But i just can't sleep.
I'm kinda depressed.

Don't exactly wanna call anyone up to bother them.
So i'll rant it all out to my blog.
Then again, i think i won't.

I'm distraught.
I'm thinking, either if i should leave completely.
I don't want things to go on, if things are going to be this way.
As much that i want to stay, i know i have to leave.
There's no point in staying if i'm treated this way.
And you refusing to change.

I thank god someone close that someone close to me actually called at 1am just to talk.
Let out my feelings abit, and for once, i'm being told it's not my fault.
I was told to wait and see what happens, but i'm tired of waiting.
She isn't going to change.
I see that now.

I'm so angry now.
I'm being treated like this and i can take it ?
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.
I'M FIR.
I DON'T TAKE THIS FROM ANYONE.
FUCK IT.
IF I BEING TREATED THIS WAY, WHAT? I MUST TAKE IT ?!
I NEED TO FUCKING GET MYSELF TO NORMAL.
HONESTLY, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THE FIR I KNOW.
THIS ISNT HIM. NOT EVEN CLOSE TO HIM.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Seriously, what happened to the Fir that everyone once knew before 13 march.
Guess some things do change a person.
I'll track back and try to be who i really am.
Even if everything works out fine, im gonna stay this way.
I'm Fir.
And thats a fucking threat.

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2010-05-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

9:46pm

Sunday.

Today just got way fucking better.
My dad told me he was gonna get me a CBR900 since i fucking love his bike.
But I can only ride it in malaysia.

I've already got another RXZ there to race at Pasir Gudang.
The specs are made for racing.
Everything modded. Hah.

But my dad forbade me from using the CBR900 to race since if i fall, the cost of repair would like, kill me -.-"
I really cant fucking wait.

Tomorrow's school.
Mehhh i'm starting to miss WRSS cause of the crap we did in between lessons and during recess.

Mohamed Firdaus.

I'm Miss You.

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2010-05-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

10:27am

Sunday.

Yesterday ended negatively.
But it started way fucking better.

First of all, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
I sayang Mama alot.

Reached home round 11pm last night from RP.
WHAT A DAY.

Brink of something big.
But i held myself down.
There's other people who still love me out thereeeee.
So HELL YEAH, LETS TALK ABOUT TODAY.

Went in Johor with dad round 11:30pm
HE LET ME RIDE HIS CB1300!
WTFOMGGGG!
ITS LIKE. A FUCKING SPEED DEMON.
GOING AT 240KM/H CUZ I DONT DARE GO HIGHER. HAHAHAHAHA.
It's really the best ride everrrr.
Went up close to Malacca.
Did i mention it was like a fucking speed demon?
FUCKING MADE MY DAY TODAY.

Reached home at 4.
Can't sleep.
Rode all the way to geylang to meet all my lost bros. HAH.
Was still feeling pretty down, i was back to reality after riding that DEMONIC BIKE.
I need to know that i have people behind me.
Heh. And people i have.
Just reached home, -.-"

Made my mum breakfast.
:D

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-05-04T06:46:00.003-07:00

9:19pm

Tuesday.

I'm so tempted to post a song up here to show how things are.
But i'll pull myself back.

Woke up at 9:25am -.-
School starts at 10am -.-""""""""""
Left home at 9:45am -.-""""""""""""""""""
Reached school at 9:55, :D.
SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED.

Went over to Dover ITE for some talk about the new school.
FUCK I DIDNT MEET MUZ THERE.
I wasn't allowed to wander around.
Back to school.
Damn Business communications -.-

Ended with a session of Boxing followed by Muay Thai.
Fucking tired. BUT I LIKE IT.

PROUD TO SAY I'M KRU YODSANAN'S STUDENT.
PROUD TO SAY I'M KRU YODECHHA'S STUDENT.
PROUD TO SAY I'M KRU NUENG'S STUDENT.
PROUD TO SAY I'M KRU TOY'S STUDENT.

Mohamed Firdaus.
I'm letting this go by.
But for how long can you stay like this.

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2010-04-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

11:50am

Saturday

Back from camp and stuffs like that.
Camp was fun.
There's Ashok and Denneth who were complete assholes during the camp in the name of fun.
If Eugene was there, it's gonna be even more awesomeeee.
Played games and all.

Even if half the class didn't attend. (Fuck them all :D)
I still enjoyed myself.
Mixed with other classes cause their class also half didn't come. HAH.
Special Thanks to Fira and Deon who made things all fine, and the food which always came on time.
Think i'll update more when i got the pictures. :).

Now.
Everything is back to normal.
Again.
I'm looking forward to next week.

I skipped Muay Thai and Boxing for a whole week.

It's not that anyone would have any time for me next week.
Probably your out with friends or other people.
So i'm not asking for anything.
I'm not gonna take a step back or two steps back.
I'm just gonna back off.

Can't wait to see all the people at Evolve.
Fucking missed them all.
Imma come training more often now.

Mohamed Firdaus
An eye for a body.

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2010-04-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

9:08pm

Wednesday

But every now and then
I drive alone
An open road
Hot summer days
A gentle breeze that feels alright
Home alone.
And I can't feel the pain
Only strength
Enjoy the sights
I feel alive
When actually here just feels alright
Far from home.

2010-04-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know

I wish I could save you.

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2010-04-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

Reminded me what happened a years ago.
Allahyarham Muhammad Rizal bin Ali passed away exactly 1 year ago on this date.
Will be going to Lim Chu Kang with my other friends later to pay my respects.
Forever brothers.
I'm not gonna lose someone due to drinking again.

Mohamed Firdaus
Tujuh.
Seven.

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2010-04-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

I AM SO FUCKING UNHAPPY NOW.

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2010-04-19T08:41:00.005-07:00

11:09pm

Monday

Tired.
School was okay.
Special thanks to Eugene touchishairalot for teaching me POA.
I KNOW HOW TO BALANCE FTW. --- wtf?

Signed up for some CCA.
You guys got no idea what i chose.. Heheheh.
Ain't gonna blog about it either.
Guess i'll go to bed now.

Mohamed Firdaus
2.

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2010-04-15T18:15:00.000-07:00

9:00am

Friday

Well. Im in school and im blogging.
The teacher is teaching stuff that i already know.

Rode to school.
Started to rain when i was in PIE.
Then i only stopped when i exit Clementi Av 6 -.-"
Drenched wet.
Now in an Air-Conditioned classroom.
Think i'm gonna get a fever soon.

WELL.
To me, everything's wrong at the moment.
And i think it's not going to be solved.
I feel like i'm not needed.
Everything changed in a period of days.
Guess i'll distance myself away from you seeing that this is how it's gonna be.

Mohamed Firdaus.
My fight is everything i need.
They're what's there for me when i'm in trouble.
Now imma create some mayhem and test my limits.

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2010-04-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

12:00am

Friday

Well, i tried to sleep but i can't.
Mind is kinda messed up.

School was alright, can't stop laughing during class.

Bike-d to SP to meet friends since they had their freshmen party.
Bands and stuff were alright.
Met my sec5s, talked to them and soon left to find other friends.
But to no avail.
Waited at the back for abit, then decided to go home. MEH.
Sec5s were outside and accompanied me to my bike since I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHERE I PARKED AND THAT SP IS SO FUCKING BIG.
It was like a 10 minute walk, WTH?
Bike-d home, 10 mins from dover to woodlands. HAH.

School starts at 8 tmr, ):
Think i'll go and sleep now.
PS: SHAM KAU TINGGALKAN BAG KAU DENGAN AKU.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Now what?

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2010-04-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

6:23pm

Wednesday

Reached home round 4:50 after class.
Tmr starts at 1.
My uniform is too formal.
White long sleeve,black pants, leather shoes and GOLD TIE.
Wth? but k.

Think i'll go for Muay Thai tomorrow after class at 5.
Then imma FightFightFight.
Then i think i'll go home and sleep since i got classes at 8 in the morning.

And maybe she'll come back tomorrow.

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:(

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-04-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

9:57pm

Monday

Well.
ITE wasn't that bad.
And i'm not saying this to make Fira happy.
It's fine, the people and everything.
But the hall was damn hot.
I'm happy that they're moving to CCK.
And have air conditioned halls..
And Muz will be there..
So will Izan..

Classrooms we're air conditioned.
Nice people lah.

Think i'll skip evolve for the week to get things done here.
Or maybe go twice? After my school.

I'm sleepy.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Enjoy your holiday. <3.

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2010-04-11T04:05:00.000-07:00

6:44pm

Sunday

Well, school starts tmr.
Not excited at all.

I'm gonna go there, serve my time and get into poly 2nd year by 2012.
Will update tmr if there's something worth talking about..

I have no idea how i'm gonna manage my Muay Thai when school starts.
But i think i'll go at least 3-4 times a week.
Mostlikely, i'll be at Evolve MMA from 6:30pm onwards only.

I'm bored, so here's some facts on why you should not fight an MMA fighter.

1- Go near, and you'd probably, be on the ground.
If your unlucky, it's a Ground and Pound, which means that's the end for you.

2- Stay far and their Roundhouse kicks will destroy you.. THESE HURT ALOT. ESP WHEN THEY HIT YOUR RIBS.

3- Stay within punching range and be ready to be either taken down or being rammed down with punches.

4- Before the fight, watch their stance. If it's a good one, do the smart thing and not fight.
If you care about your face and reputation so much, then get ready to lose both physically.

I do more of Muay Thai then MMA and i'm destroyed by accomplished MMA fighters..

Well, what do i know, im only Fir.
Forever and always, THATS A FUCKING THREAT.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Ouch.

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2010-04-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

11:13pm

Monday

Well, i know i blogged before.
Maybe this is something interesting for everyone.
Around 8, i went down to get some food.
Bumped into some old friends which i used to be with when i was younger.
Stayed with them for abit.
Then came questions.
Everything was in malay so im tryna translate.

Azai: Eh, you fight ah ?
Fir: Ok2 la, i not so good.
Azai: Ok la, want to try ?
Fir: I no good la. I so weak, my face can fight ah.
Azai: k la, i give chance abit ah k, i abit strong ah. (lol)
Fir: Alahhhhh, yelahh..

So it happened infront of like 8 people, i wasn't really in the mood..
My friends said he was good, so ya.

He said chance right.
He tried to give me a punch in the face. TWICE.
So much for chance.

Third one came, caught his right hand and pulled it down.
One straight clean uppercut to the stomach and down he goesss.
I could have given him one fucking straight to the face and make him sleep..
Mehhh.

Lesson to be learned.
Don't anyhow go look for fight can.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-04-05T02:24:00.000-07:00

5:00pm

Monday

I know i've not been updating lately.
Well im kinda lazy to do so.
Went for that Reunion bbq thing yesterday afternoon.
Reached home around 11:30pm ?
Apart from the diseased sausages and cancer-rous chicken, it was all gooooood.

I think i won't go for any fight classes today.
I'm not exactly feeling well.
Been coughing alot lately and feeling kinda weak.
Faced the mirror, shadow boxed and i can't even pass 30 seconds of shadow boxing.
Maybe if i get better, i'll go for a jog later in the evening.

I have no idea why for the past week, im feeling rather weak.
Need that spark to get back up.
It's like my strength being sucked out of me.
But im sure things will get better, hah.

IM FIR.
THAT SENTENCE WILL FOREVER BE A THREAT.

Mohamed Firdaus.
I am not hurt.
I will not let myself get hurt.
For someone who doesn't care.

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2010-04-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

12:33am

Friday

I AM BORED.
MING ASK ME FASTER UPDATE. WTH?

Well, idk what's going on lately.
I do, but i just don't wanna blog about it.
Cause im somewhat lazy.

Well, past few days isn't that boring since i've been going out everyday.
Needa go to the cemetery tomorrow morning with my family to pay respect.
PAY RESPECT, NOT DO SOMETHING STUPID IN THE CEMETERY.
IT'S IN BROAD DAYLIGHT.

I feel like going for a ride towards Lim Chu Kang later cause im so bored..
Just to enjoy the breeze ~~and to find trouble with ghosts.~~

So who's up for a ride.
Maybe later or the following evening. :D.

Well, i think imma head off to bed now.

Mohamed Firdaus.
?.

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2010-03-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

10:47am

Monday

Nov 2003.
The young boy stood there.
Fear seized him.
His enemy's eyes, blazed with hatred.
It was what the boy did and how the enemy retaliated that made things this way.
Knowing that he was going to get a beating, he embraced himself for it.
Blows were thrown at him.
The boy could not do a thing, no where to run.
Helpless.
The boy accepted every blow.
The boy fell.

March 2010.
The same boy, although a little older waited there.
There was no fear at all.
He knew what his enemy was capable of.
And what he was capable of.
It was how the enemy had retaliated before that made him respond in such a way now.
7 years has passed.
The enemy arrived.
The boy stood up..

No words were being exchanged.

30 seconds passed.
Everything was over.

Justice. Revenge.

2010-03-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

Enjoyed last night.
Something happened in between but it's all fine.
Cbcake, i never take pictures with the Ex sec5s.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-03-22T11:09:00.000-07:00

1:56am

Tuesday

Class outing the past 2 days went fine.
I still had my fair share of fun.
Mehh, i'll never see some of them again anyways.

Well.

Spent the whole day at Wes place.
Watched some war movie.
I wanted to get the movie fighting and ended up not watching it cause i was too busy doing something else.
Which i can't even remember what..
Ended up Nabil watched that movie alone, :D

Let's see.

Again, i almost got into a near accident just now.
Outside triple 8, :D
The car was turning right, then suddenly changed mind to turn left.
Didnt even bother to look at the dude who's riding by..
AND I WASN'T EVEN SPEEDING.
THANK GOD.
ITS LIKE 50KM/H.

Im feeling sick, ugh.
Oh ya, that wrss concert is coming up.
Mehhhh, somewhat un-excited.

So who wants to go with me?
Probably no one. :(

I need some sleeeeeeep.
The past 2 days, my sleep hours totals to about 4 hours -.-"
WELL I KEEP DRINKING COFFEE AND REDBULL AT THE WRONG TIME.
Its like.
"Oh, nice drink"
:D

Think i'll go watch that 1997 movie, "I know what you did last summer"
Last watched like.. 6 years back.
No idea why it came to my mind.
Maybe im a psychopath.
But as everyone knows, Fir is harmless. :D

Mohamed Firdaus.
My mood affects how i ride my bike.
Not exactly the best of discoveries.

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2010-03-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

12:39am

Monday

Okay, i haven't exactly been checking other people's blogs till today.
And im kinda pissed over it.
KINDA :D .

I've learnt to let go.
I don't think i need unappreciative people like you in my life.
Cause, if you ever thought of it.

WHAT HAVE YOU EVER DONE FOR ME?

So i don't need a friend like you.
Selfish and Egoistic.
Always thinking about yourself.
Never about others.

You see.
It's all good when you help someone.
But when you get a little to close.
They think you fight for them.
Sorry, i'm not like that.
Once you disagree on something.
Then you can see how the opposing party reacts.

But hey, i'll put all the cursings aside.
Now that i think of it, my pride isn't affected.
I don't go around complaining how fucked my life is.
Why is your life fucked?
What goes around comes around.

You should know that by now.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-03-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

1:23am.

Sunday.

Well.
Im suppose to be asleep since i slept for only 3 hours last night.
But i can't.

Went to buy stuff for class outing with Sham, Sen and Ming.
Kinda alot of stuff for 4 people to carry.
Cabbed back to my place.

Settled all kinds of things.
And by that, i mean very little things.

Went back to Pasir Ris for the chalet thing.

NOW I HOME AND I BORED.

So far my record for speeding with a pillion stands only at 140km/h. "Only" lol.
Thats with Azri. :D YOU SCARED RIGHT. CAKE.
SO WHO'S UP FOR 160KMH OR AN RXZ AND 280KMH ON THE CB1300.
k imma kidddinggg.

There's a class outing later in the afternoon.
Mehhhh.
I got nothing to blog about, even though my life has been interesting in the past few days.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Murder.

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2010-03-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

Your bottles' almost empty
You know this can't go on
Because of you my mind is always racing
The needles' breaking your skin
The scar is sinking in
And now your trip begins but
It's all over for
It's all over for

You
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for you
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over

I know what runs through your blood
You do this all in VAIN.
Because of you my mind is always racing
And it gets under my skin
To see you giving it
And now your trip begins but
It's all over for
It's all over for

You
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for you
For you
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over

And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over

And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
When you're on the edge and falling off
It's all over for (You, for you)
And now you're dead inside
Still you wonder why
It's all over.

I just fucking love the lyrics..

Reflects everything doesn't it.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-03-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

8:06pm

Tuesday.

WELL.
Now imma post facts about me.
I mean, just some stuff cause i think, people mis-read me.

NOW.

I know that im the kinda guy whom gets into undesirable situations and manage to leave the situation unscathed.
I thank god that nothing has happened to me so far.
I think there's a guardian angel looking over me.
HOW ELSE COULD I GET OUT OF THINGS LIKE.

- Speeding at over 150km/h on Singapore roads.
- Running down corners which speed limit states 50km/h and i go at 110km/h :D. THIS IS FUCKING SCARY.
- Burning a grave and not get in trouble for it. Okay, i did get in trouble. But not from humans. :D
AND IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.
- Going in OCH, get seperated. Lost. Phone no reception. Kick orange ball when it was really a real orange which was an offering.
- Remember the ADM park days? HAHAHAHA. BOTH 5N AND 4E.
- Talking like some fuck when im alone and against like over 6 people. I had a chain and something else in my pocket. So don't try this..

YES, AND MORE, THIS IS JUST A FEW.

BUT

Yes, i am a risk taker/brave cause i was brought up in a diffrent way then all of you.

I might be in Muay Thai, Boxing, MMA and whatever.
This doesn't mean i'm immortal.
I do lose, come to Evolve MMA and watch how many mistakes i make.

NEXT IS FUCKING IMPORTANT.

I DO FEEL PAIN. FUCK YOU ALL, READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND.
I FUCKING FEEL ALL YOUR PUNCHES,KICKS,KNEE'S AND EVERYTHING.
I TEACH YOU ALL SOMETHING NEW, TRY FULL FORCE ON ME.
IT'S ONLY THAT I DONT SHOW IT.

And also.

I do feel scared at times.
But again, i either forget that im suppose to be scared at that particular point of time.
Or i'll have that "Ahh fuck that" attitude.

Mehhh, that's me.

Im Fir.
And that's a FUCKING THREAT.

Mohamed Firdaus.

Lastly, i'm in love with someone. <3
Fir Sayangggg awak.

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2010-03-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

9:55pm

Sunday

Well.
I know i haven't been blogging for some time.
I really wanted to but someone keeps talking to me everytime i open blogger.
Went to Malaysia to add oil.

Then went to the IT fair.
Ama,Nabs,Azri,Mamat,Azri and Wes.
I have no idea what i did there.
But im hoping that the rest who went would rather keep quiet over the issue.

Went home early.
Went back down to see half the people.
Went back home. Wtf?
I mean, that's all that happened today. Heeeeeeeee.

Im starting to love to do cornerings on my bike.
Even if i do know that going down a corner at 110km/h would kill me :D.
But knowing Fir, :D

AND.

I.
Love.
You.

But im scared. :( .

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-03-10T05:35:00.000-08:00

9:30pm

Wednesday

MING SCARED OF A BIRD. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Well, Ming came over at around 10am.
Played games till like 12.
Met sen at S-11 to have late breakfast.
Went to causeway point for idk what.

Went to sen's house.
Rockband, PS3, and SEN'S COCKATIEL.
Ming is afraid of it, and we go lol.
Im thinking of getting one.
That bird clings on me!
And i happen to like it!
I THINK ITS CUTE.
What's more interesting or rather important is that.
MING SCARED OF BIRD. HAHAHAHAHA.

Well, i think i'll go for muay thai at the 7:30am slot tmr.
Breakfast at 9 anyone?

Mohamed Firdaus.

2010-03-09T04:31:00.000-08:00

8:28pm

Tuesday

I PASSED MY CLASS 3. :D

WHICH MEANS I CAN DRIVE A CAR.

SO HAH.

AND HAH.

AND NO FREE RIDES!.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-03-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

9:06pm

Monday.

Tomorrow is my Traffic Police test for car o.0
I am confident that i would pass.
But i'm afraid, really.
After this is done with i can drive a carrrr, or a van. Wtf?

Lemme list these stuff out.

Circuit.
Slope - Fucking easy.
S course - Used to be easy but im scared.
Crank course - Easyy.
Vertical parking - Easyyyyy
Parallel parking - Easyyyy.
Directional change - IM SCARED. But i know i can do it.

Mind you, if i mount the kerb in any of these courses, i get an immediate failure.
Striking one gives you 10 points.
I have 18 points to waste and if i strike twice = Fir cry.
I aim below 6.
BIKE I GOT 6, WHY CAR CANNOT.

Road
Well, there's 10 test routes.
I'll be given one from the 10.
There's this one particular test round that i would wanna avoid.
Test route 8.
FUCKING ALOT OF LANE CHANGING LIKE SOME MOTHERFUCK.
WHO THE FUCK MADE THIS TEST ROUTE?
My road is overall okay.
I mean, if i make it out of the circuit alive, im as good as pass. :D
But still, lane changing has always been a problem.

Well, i pray for the best.
If i pass i'll text you guys if i fail, i won't.

Tmr at 1:00pm - 3:00pm.
DONT FUCKING CALL OR TEXT ME.
I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DISTRACT ME.

Mohamed Firdaus.
I talk, you guard.
You talk, i guard.

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2010-03-06T00:09:00.000-08:00

3:44pm

Saturday.

Alright.
Apart from doing research about the Illuminati, i settled all my ITE stuff alr which was yesterday.
Ama wanted to accompany me, and she was nice enough to carry some stuff for me.
Apart from her laughing at me having to wear long sleeves like some shenton way fuck.
And me walking the wrong way, -.-"
Everything was fine.

Trained home, took helmet and straight to SSDC.

Today started okay.
Mcdonalds for breakfast, wth?
Rode to SSDC AND I WAS FUCKED UP.
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO WRONG WHEN MY TEST IS IN 4 DAYS TIME.
Now home, bored.

Mohamed Firdaus.
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2010-03-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

11:15pm

Thursday

I've been doing abit of research of the Illuminati.
I am very worried.

Lately, i've had alot of free time.
I see all these things are related.

The Illuminati.
The Anti Christ, Muslims call this "Dajjal"
The Multiverse, Parallel universe.

You see, they made everything possible, The Illuminati.
The banking systems, how we ply our trade.
The media plays a key part in their system.
It's all there, there's picture proof and everything.
You do your own research, i don't wanna post up on what i know.
Explanations are all there, WE KNOW IT EXISTS.
But we can't stop it.
It's impending doom for everyone, sorry to say.

Well, I'm starting to think that the Anti Christ is a system.
It's already happening, it's not just about a demon being released into the world.
Like i said, do your own research.

I am not going to post up everything i know.
Something in me is telling me, just not to do it.
It's just that feeling.

Then again.
Why should i care?
Im a Muslim, and i follow God.
I believe in him, and only him.
I don't care what they can do, im just going to live my life and follow his ways.
I don't know what the outcome is gonna be.

Mohamed Firdaus.
World's gonna end baby.
Go down with all guns blazing.

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2010-03-03T19:55:00.000-08:00

11:02am

Thursday

So far, luck isn't going my way..
But since when do i depend on luck?

Well, i have to settle all my school related stuff by tmr.
Think i'll go to clementi myself.
Everyone's now busy with their post secondary related things.

Class 3 licence practical starts at 1:05pm

Gonna go for Muay Thai and Boxing later in the evening..
Been awhile since i did Boxing..

Mohamed Firdaus

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2010-03-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

8:45pm

Tuesday

Alright!
Went for Muay Thai in the afternoon.
Must say, i underperformed -.-"
Can't even kick right.
Maybe it's cause i haven't ate anything since the night before.

Rode home.
Took PUBLIC TRANSPORT to meet Ama at causeway.
It feels so diffrent taking public transport now. HAHA.

Met up with Ama, then go makan.
Soon Rey, Zhaf and MAMAT joined us.
Went to treehouse, Muz and Syirah joined later.

Now i'm getting ready to ride to Malaysia to add some petrol.
And ride like some cbcake.

Good news is that my dad said he will be re-doing his CB1300cc bike.
Then let me ride at Malaysia since im not licenced to ride bikes above 200cc -.-
HOLY SHIT, CB1300cc.
Its this bike, but my dad's is red and white o.0
AND IM GONNA GET TO RIDE IT IN 2 YEARS. :D

I AM FUCKING EXCITED.

Its the bigger version of the SuperFour.

Really big version. :D

And lately i've been thinking of this bike i can ride next year.

The DRZ 400.

Fucking awesome bike.

Its taller then Rey.

But its near 8-9k.

Man, gotta workkk.

Mohamed Firdaus.

New love. o.0

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2010-02-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

Perhaps this cover is the most beautiful i heard.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-27T04:14:00.000-08:00

7:48pm

Saturday.

Alright.
Today was okay, even if it hasn't ended!
The only thing that could make it not okay is if someone talks to me on msn and it escalates to a fight.
Woke up around 10:30am cause epul called.
Met him around 11:15 at marsiling then pillion-ed him to 622.
I was gonna pillion Ama first, but she keeps bailing on the outings.
Rode him to 622 and met up with Megat.
Bike related stuff here and there.

Then sent Megat off to yck since he had to go to work and i had revision.

Well, class 3 licence has been good.
I can do all the parkings correctly now~
No pole? It's all easy for me. :D

The instructor assessed me and i got 2 points :D .

Rode home then got a call from Sherman.
Wah didnt see him for fucking long.
Went to eat with him then went riding with him.
RXZ pwns Intruder :D
Well, my bike is a road bike, and his a cruiser.
And his bike damnnnn nice.

Rode to Yishun Dam and back.
The place is kinda peaceful, but i heard its full of scramblers at night.
Which makes it not peaceful -.-"
Oh well, rode back with him and went home.

Mohamed Firdaus

Unhappy they lose their cool and are too proud to say, ”I’m sorry.”
Keep your words soft and tender because tomorrow, you may have to eat them.

Being someone who actually gives a little THOUGHT for you,
I'm Sorry.

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2010-02-25T08:41:00.000-08:00

12:24am

Friday

Well, i just got home from town.
Was suppose to meet Ama and friends for kite-flying but since she didn't text me.
Went out with my old bunch.

Rode to orchard after my class 3 revision.
Met up with a few friends there and went of to that fight place at somerset.
Again, MY INTENTION WAS TO WATCH.
And watch i did.
A few matches turned really bloody.
And it makes my heart ease to see matreps getting fucked in there.

Oh well, did some other things till like 11:15pm?
Then rode home.
This is the most interesting part of the day.
From SLE to BKE, there's this interesting exit, Mandai.
When you drive towards the exit, there's two choices to be made.
Left, which idk where it leads to.
Or right, which leads to home.

Personally, i don't like the expressway, its too busy.
So i took the Mandai exit, and right turn.

The whole stretch is full of trees,cemeteries and a crematorium.
For some reason, i totally forgot that my dad disallowed me to enter the road.
I was sleepy so yeah.

Rode on..

About 30 seconds after entering Mandai, my bike got heavier.
It was as if i was riding with a pillion.
I thought there was something wrong with my gear, but everything was fine.
So i rode on.
Then the best thing ever happened.

I REMEMBERED THAT I WASNT SUPPOSE TO ENTER MANDAI AFTER 7PM.
And then what?
There was this traffic light, i stopped.
The light turned green, i moved off then my engine stall.
BIKE STALL AT MANDAI, MIDNIGHT.

Moved bike to the side of the road.
The place was really quiet.., there were no other cars.

Kick start the bike, AND WHAT A RELIEF, IT REVVED.
As usual, checked mirrors while i was moving off.
Wrong-est thing ever to do..

What i saw, i will not decribe.
Ask me personally to find out more.

As most of you know, when im faced with this kinda things, i'll be like.
"Fuck that -.-"

So i rode off.
And mind you, it wasn't a pleasant journey out..

So now im home. Safe.
So who's up to go to mandai with me next?

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-23T06:59:00.000-08:00

10:34pm

Tuesday

Well.
I'll state some things that i noticed today and i find it so fucking wrong.

Firstly.

Dear Singaporeans, please do not make out in the MRT.
Its fucking disgusting especially when your over 30 and start touching each other and go like.
"Oh this is what a boob feels like"
THEN SHOW ME LIKE
"Hehe, i bet that boy jealous of me"
FUCK YOU, SHOW YOUR MOTHER LA.
I BET SHE BE PROUD THAT SOMEONE LIKE YOU AS FINALLY GETS SOMEONE.
I LOOK CAN STARE AT ME.
Then you know what i did?
I opened my bag, and 'accidently' drop my boxing gloves.
NOW DOWAN STARE RIGHT YOU CBCAKES.

Secondly.
Probably why im so pissed today.

HAS THIS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU.
Your on the way to somewhere and BOOM, A GROUP STARTS FIGHTING.
WAH KANINA, I WALK THERE I SEE, THINK I STARE.
FUCKING FUCHUN SEC STUDENTS.
THEN SOME CBCAKE PUNCH ME ON THE HEAD.
FUCKING HELL, I TURN THEN SOME UPPER SEC BOY.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HIS FACE LOOKS LIKE WHEN I TURNED TO LOOK AT HIM.
FUCKING WHITE.
HIT ME ON THE HEAD FOR WHAT FUCK.
I FUCKING PICK HIM UP AND THROW HIM AT THE LAMPOST.
YES MMA OWNS YOU ALL.
THEN ALL CAN STOP AND LOOK AT ME, THEN LOOK AT THE BOY.
WANTED TO MURDER THE FUCKER, BUT I DIDNT.
THEY ALL STOP FIGHTING, CARRIED THE BOY AWAY.
THEN.

"Bang, sorry eh, dia salah orang"

"PALA BUTO, NASIB AKU STAKAT CAMPAK DIA SIOL, IKOT HATI KEPALA DIA AKU DA BAGI PECAH, PUKIMAK."

THEN I WALKED OFF.

Lastly.

FUCKING HELL, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.
I AM SO MAD WITH EVERYTHING.
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k i feel better.
hahaha.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-22T07:48:00.000-08:00

11:36pm

Monday

Well end of the day huh.
Went to school to get my tickets for the WRSS performance thing during march.
Ming turned to Arsenal.
I don't blame him.

Rode all the way to SSDC.
Ground was wet when i reached the Lentor exit.
Slowed down and started to becareful :D

Car practical was okay.
All that's left to practice is parallel parking.
9th mar 10. Class 3 traffic police test.

So what's new now.
Class 3 licence.
Muay Thai level 2. By end april please.
MMA level 2. By JUNE PLEASE. I doubt so..
Muay Thai level 3 by end of this year ? :D THEN IM A FIGHTER IN THEIR EYES.
TILL THEN IM NOT A FIGHTER.

Something's bothering me lately.
But what sia.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-21T08:07:00.000-08:00

12:00am

Monday.

Will start from the morning.
Rode to the Registry of marriage.
Getting abit more used to Singapore expressways. :D
Stuff done and all.

Went to Wesley's place.
Food was pizza,fries and chicken.
It was awesome i tell you.
Played Halo.
Own all except Aziz. Damn cb strong.
Would like to thank Wesley's family for their hospitality, esp his mum. :)
Watched Wax Museum and last year's VMA.
Taylor swift getting dissed and blah.

Rode back home after the rain.
Got to be more careful.
Slowly cleaned all the chromed parts of my bike.
Got home, went back down to the 7/11.
Saw Nabs,Wes,Muz and TS sitting at the field on chairs. Yes, WTF?
Joined them till near 11pm?
Went home and here i am.

Now.
Wanted to type something important, but i forgot what.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-20T07:05:00.000-08:00

10:48pm

Saturday

WELL.
I CUT MY HAIR SHORT.
CAUSE ITS DAMN HARD TO KEEP YOUR HAIR IN PLACE WHEN YOUR ON A BIKE.

Well, my day was awesome.
Went riding.
Will not elaborate on why it's so awesome cause it might get me into trouble.
Unless sen leaks something out.
Hmm...............................

Oh well, i think tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
Need to go to the Registry of marriage or something.
ONE OF MY 'SEVEN' BOYS GETTING MARRIED!
BAIK AH AKIA, OR MUHAMMAD FAIZUL ZAKARIA
CBCB NOW THEN TELL ME, THEN CAN POST AT MY TAGBOARD AS IF NOTHING.
Well, i have to be there at 9am for something, which idk.
I'd probably be leaving the place around 11am? Damn excited.
Who'd ever went to the ROM and you see everyone with tattooes and scars caused by brothership and streetfights..
I'd probably be the most decent looking dude there..
So this group is going gone huh.
Few left.
But i doubt any of my fellow readers would want to go against the few.

Then, im off to Wesley's place for CNY.
o.0, ORANGES!

Then be going with Ama/Rey and others for kite flying. Yes, kite flying.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

8:00pm

Friday

Im upset.
Yes, its partly because my bike's head fairing is scratched.
But mainly other things.

Just my thoughts.
Im just gonna let out abit thats inside of me.
I remembered the last time i blogged about this, i got tons of text's msgs and people on msn asking who it refers to.
Well, you decide.

Let's talk about the level of friendship.

You know what, forget it.
By the looks of things, i can see who appreciates help, and who doesn't.
They fucking prioritize other friends rather then the friends who actually mean alot to them.
These motherfucking people WANTS FACE.
WANT TO SHOW TO PEOPLE, OH I'M FRIENDS WITH THESE PEOPLE.
'EVEN IF THEY DIDNT EVER HELP ME MUCH BEFORE, I MUST SHOW OTHERS THAT I AM CLOSE TO THEM'
'INCREASES MY COOLNESS LEVEL'
WELL FUCK YOU PEOPLE.
FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FUCKING PRIORITIZES OTHER FRIENDS OVER FRIENDS WHOM YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST AND KEEP.

NOT JUST ONLY ONE OF YOU OUT THERE, BUT YOU THINK.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF ANY OF YOU ARE MAD CAUSE THIS POST IS MOTHERFUCKING TRUE.
IF ANY OF YOU ASK ME, i'll just calmly say no, and explain why you're not who im ranting about.
BUT YOU KNOW ITS YOU, CAUSE IF ITS NOT, WHY BOTHER ASKING.

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2010-02-18T06:42:00.000-08:00

10:26pm

Thursday

I got my class 2b licence.
Which means i can ride a bike.

Now im gonna talk about how the test went.

Chinafuck was number 25 and me being 85, i was FAR away from her.
Damn cb girl..

AS EXPECTED, SHE WAS THE FIRST ONE TO FAIL.
SEE I TOLD YOU SEN AND FIZ.
So, yeah. My turn, all aged 18.
No 80-91.
Young blood.
Made it out of the circuit without any immediate failures.
Lined up at the stop line outside the circuit.
Looked right and left.
Moved, AND SOME CB GREEN VAN CAME STRAIGHT AT ME.
WTF? I THOUGHT IMMEDIATE FAILURE.
So i sad, i didnt check 1 blind spot, mind was like wtf..
Told myself to fuck it, and concentrate.

Finished everything else with no problems whatsoever.
Waited for all the 18 year olds to return.
All were scared like FUCK.
So i thought, immediate failure.. Wah fuck sia..
Went up to the classroom.
One by one, names we're being called out.
1/4 of the students were gone.
Lastly, the instructor said.

Instructor: You all waiting for what?
Instructor: Yey~
Everyone in class: YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I hugged people who i dont even know, and shouted at the top of lungs.
And believe me, it was loud..

So yeah, i am happy.
I rode around Singapore.
It was scary, since its my first time on the expressway.
I change my signal light, then spoil -.-"
So idk if i'd be riding tmr.
Kena fine siol ride without signal light..

So yeah.
Thats my day.
And it was the best this year~
Next few achievements.

Class 3 licence, 9 march 10, car.
Muay thai Level 2.
MMA level 2. Yes, im gonna do it..

End this post with a picture.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-17T04:03:00.000-08:00

8:00pm

In exactly 12 hours. My traffic police test will commence.
Results will be out around 2?
Oh well, i've prepared enough.
Level of confidence on the road is about 9.8/10.
Level of confidence in the circuit is about 8/10.
Yes i am confident BUT.
Im afraid of my Emergency brake.
Figure 8 and the crank course is a breeze. Cuz i raced with my instructor in it.
Narrow plank and slalom palom is fine.
Slope? Easy as owning people in DOTA.
E-Brake? I KNOW I CAN
Out of around 10 tries, i made one mistake.
BUT IT WAS ONE MISTAKE.

I know i'll do fine tmr.
I just know it.
If i can safely ride out of the circuit and have no immediate failures.
Im considered pass.
I'll text everyone tmr after my results :).
If i don't text by 2pm, it means i fail AND DONT TALK TO ME.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Mind Over Body.

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2010-02-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

5:36pm

Monday

Fir and Sen on a mission to stop the 666 demon from ending the world, stated in the muslim prophecy.

Sen: I think he at bermuda triangle.
Fir: And how do we get there..
Sen:Pacific ocean.
Fir: Okay sen pack your bags! We going swimming!
Sen: I got a canoe badge.
Fir: I got a backpack!
Sen: No fir, you have a motorbike!
Fir: Needs lotsa oil and 2T oil..
Sen: Can lah.
Fir: Fine.

*Bikes to the bermuda's triangle with sen *
Fir: Now what.
Sen: The place is guarded! by..... MINGS!!!!!!!
Fir: WTF!
Sen: The leader Mingobobo.
Fir: Howd we kill it.
Sen: Annoying orange(Go look it up on youtube)
Fir: Okay, now that the all the Mings are defeated, and the fact that we're standing infront of the hole that takes us to the parralel dimension, what do we do..
Sen: You brought ropes didnt you -.-"
Fir: You say just bring bike..
Sen: Bikes have everything! Take the chain out!
Fir: Fine.

*Enters the Parralel dimension. *

Fir: HOLY SHIT, ITS FULL OF MINGS!!!!!
Sen: Damn!!
Fir: Focus on the mission, we're here to look for the 666 demon and out we go.
Sen: Ok
Fir: I found it! Or him.. Or her?

* The demon was tied up in the best quality metal and diamond ropes *
Fir: It seems that, everytime someone causes a sin, the ropes get looser.
*Sen snaps the rope *
Fir: WTF?!?!?!?!? YOU CBCAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sen: Told you canoe's are useful..
Fir: Fine, lets bust it up, we took that quiz " How long we'd last in a fight with satan" on facebook right?
Sen: I got 2 minutes.
Fir: I got oh-so-close.
Fir: BUST IT UP!!!!!!!!
Sen: I got 10 seconds.
Fir: Fine, out we go, we come back next time. With reinforcements!!

TO BE CONTINUED.

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2010-02-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

12:00am

Monday

Okay.
I admit, im in love.
She understands me so well, my every need, my craving for her.
She pleases me in every way possible.
She is my one true love.
Don't worry baby, we'll be together on the 18th if everything goes our way.
Presenting, my love.

6 Speed RXZ.

Original Catalyzer.

Orange rims.

Chromed handle bars,side stand, main stand, clutch pedal, break pedal etc;.

Speed can run to over 180km/h because the shop modded it.

Mind you, it's all legal in singapore.

My dad capped the speed at 160km/h -.-

She can chase a sportsbike down.

Kick start bike, but i love it anyways.

Im thinking of chrome-ing the engine.

Also thinking of changing the seat to half red.

Mohamed Firdaus

Perfect.

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2010-02-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

I'd like this song to be played when my coffin is being lowered into the grave.

Hopefully, i'd die for a worthy cause.

I do not want to die due to old age, or some illness.

A perfect death is to die in a war.

That is my idea, but peace should always be preserved.

Fight for the love of God, Country and my own satisfaction.

AMANAH.

12:00am

Sunday

As most of you can see, MOST, the skin of my blog was changed.
Well i didnt want to change it, but SOMEONE kept asking me to change.
And besides, the last skin was too orangy, SO SAY NO TO ORANGE.
Well then, i dont think this skin looks that bad.
I mean, its AVENGED SEVENFOLD.

Let's see.
Slept at like 2am yesterday.
Tersedar around 5am, i can't get back to sleep.
Went for open gym in the morning at Evolve then Muay thai.
Went home, got changed and met Zhaf at Adm.
Soon, Ama,Rey,Azri and Aziz arrived.
Bus-ed to causeway point to catch a movie.
Percy Jackson and the lightning theif.
I'd rate 7.5 out of 10.
And now, i'd so want to control water -.-
The ones who watched the movie were only Me,Ama,Rey and Zhaf.
After the movie, went to some playground and showed that guys are more flexible the girls.

Left for KFC and i had my dinner there.
Rey left with Zhaf (Hmm), sent Ama back home.
Reached home around 10?
Gonna go to bed now.

Mohamed Firdaus
5 more days.

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2010-02-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

12:00am

Thursday.

3 hours of Muay Thai is really taking its toll.
But i love what im doing, SO I AINT COMPLAINING.

And i know this affecting everyone so yeah.

Now that i have to go to Yio Chu Kang for lessons for my bike and going back.
Then to raffles and back.
It's really costing my parents alot of money.
About 6 dollars a day, yeah?
Well, i think i'll cut down on my expenses and use my own money to top up.
It's the least i can do right ?
Let me pass my traffic police test thats coming up so i can ride my bike please.

Dad went to malaysia to check out the progress of the bike and since he had to get some other things for himself.
3500RM on modifications is kinda alot.
From a 5 speed RXZ to a 6 Speed.
And full new paintjob and bike remade.
Its like scrapped and made a new.
Hopefully it will turn out okay.
Well, im not that concerned about the looks. I am, but im just not saying it.
But hopefully it can run to about 180km/h. Or more.
But if it could run to any higher, i doubt i'll go on to that much.
RXZ a bike thats about 133cc?
Not a heavy bike, so going at a fast speed would probably disallow me from properly controlling the bike.

Currently wondering what happened to.

Suhaimi.
Azri.
Ama.
Rey.
Gary. Fuck, where'd you go?
Hafiz.

ALL DIE ALREADY AH, DIDNT HEAR FOR OVER A WEEK.
Although i was with Azri,Nabs and Aziz on sunday.
Well, THEN SUHAIMI WHERE?
IF YOU KNOW PLEASE CALL ME.
I CANT GET THRU HIM.
I GOT QUESTIONS TO ASK.

THIS IS SO CUTE.
AND FIR IS ADMITTING THAT. WTF?
SERIOUSLY. DAMN CUTE.

Mohamed Firdaus
AMA HELP ME FIND NEW SKIN LA.

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2010-02-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come home to you
I'm making it through
It's been far too long, we've proven our
love over time’s so strong, in all that we do
The stars in the night, may lend me their light
to bring me closer to heaven with you

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2010-02-07T08:38:00.000-08:00

12:26am

Monday

Well, pretty much a boring day.
Went for muay thai, stayed back to have a sparring session with the instructor, yes wtf.

Was explained to regarding the knockout arsenal that one has in the body.
Currently mine's only the left elbow and the Right straight.
I thought my back elbow can, but i think im too off balance.
Right straight and right cross are my fucking favourites.
If you want to try me, please, gloves on cause its not fun without hitting the face.
Any form of sparring, come over to my place and ill provide the gloves :D

Went home, went online.
Was so bored that i made crap stories with Aiin. HAHAHA
Which she posted on her blog -.-"
Sorry for those who were harmed when im making the stories. :D

Well, i have road revision tomorrow at 10:30am.
Needa wake up around 8:45 -.-"
Going off to bed now.
Enjoy this maple picture.
I QUIT MAPLE.

Mohamed Firdaus

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2010-02-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

9:49pm

Saturday

Okay, heres something to rant about.
Yes it's about MRT and bus fares.
Do you know how fucked i feel?
I usually top up around 10 dollars for a week or maybe a week and a half.
Now, lets do some calculation shall we?

I go to Raffles Place everyday for Muay Thai/Boxing or MMA.
The trip from Marsiling to Raffles is $1.74
The trip back costs the same, so ya.
Its $3.50 a day.
So mulitply that by 7.
Thats near 25 bucks A WEEK.
And plus, I GO OUT WITH FRIENDS.
Thats over 30 BUCK A WEEK.
AND 120 BUCKS A MONTH ON BUS/MRT FARES.
WHAT HAS THE WORLD BECOME TO?!

Mohamed Firdaus

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2010-02-05T08:54:00.000-08:00

12:21am

Saturday.

Im not even sleepy yet.
Guess i've got too much on my mind.
Well, i like to think about situations.
I'd like to read all that's about to happen in the near future.
And that's that.

-

Its normal to get someone mad at me for tryna help.
I mean, COME ON. RIGHT EVERYONE!
I MEAN EVERYONE.
Tryna help gets me into deep situations where SOMEHOW, im at fault.
But thats my nature.
I can never change it.
Well, sad to say that a sincere "Sorry" would kill me on the inside.
Its like pouring water over fire.

-
Fir.

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2010-02-03T19:08:00.000-08:00

10:47am

Thursday.

Hungry. . . .

Let's see, what happened yesterday.
I think im quitting maple, it's getting abit monotonous everyday.

Wanted to go over to Gaz's place to swim, but plan failed.
Met Ama at the interchange at went to the old woodlands.
Waited for abit, and soon, Rey,Zhaf,Wes,Nabs,Azri,Muz and TS reached.

Went up for abit of dota.
A game i guess, holy shit muz is the best bait ever.
Usually i'd have to tell people to go there and act as bait, but he's a born natural!

Went for Muay Thai and i was kinda tired when i reached there.
Can't really do the skipping part well, damn worn out.

Wth i before i typed in this paragraph, i stared at the screen for a minute or so.
Then i got pissed.
Im angry, and i don't know the reason that caused it.
WTF?
TSK.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-02T08:51:00.001-08:00

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-02-01T18:32:00.000-08:00

10:09am

Tuesday

Let's see, what to update on..
Oh ya, the bbq that i attended.

4N and 5N of 09.
Let's start from the morning..

Cikgu said a few of the sec 5s had to be there to carry the stuff from the wholesale.
So at first, me, sen, sham, zul, hafiz were suppose to go.
In the end, Me and sen were there at around 11am. Hafiz the most cb, being the reply as 'wake up late'
Food were all carried by the 4N.
Idk to be thankful or SEBOK AH.
Okay i'll be thankful.

So me and sen macam bodoh pagi2 dua orang kat sana.
Okay, rest came and started the BBQ.
Went for a swim and played soccer, stuff like that.
Went home and SLEPT.

Woke up the next day with body aches everywhere.
Sorry to Nabil for not coming to school with him to buy the tickets, MY BODY HURTS. SERIOUSLY.
Went for boxing and made the pain even more unbearable.

Maple is kinda fun.
Well, for now.
Here are some screenshots of us being assholes. :)
PS SEN, i changed my armour but not in these pictures.

Alright, im going for breakfast.

Mohamed Firdaus

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2010-01-30T07:50:00.000-08:00

200th post.

11:44pm

Saturday

Just finished gaming.
Tribute to sen.

Whatever happened between you all tonight, im staying out this time.

Cause i didn't do anything.

Well Muay Thai was damn tiring.

I so hope my body won't ache tmr.

Kinda excited about the outing thing since i finally get to swim.

I WANT TO SWIM. GET IT.

Dah, im gonna pack.

Mohamed Firdaus

Lies. Lies. Lies~

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2010-01-29T08:47:00.000-08:00

12:17am

Saturday

Has it ever occur to you that a type of drink can make you feel all relaxed on both the inside and outside?
Well my drink is Chrysanthemum white tea!

Okay, enough advertistements.

Day has been okay.
Met up with Sen and went for prayers.
Met sham along the way.
Met Hafiz and Afiq there.

Talked, JOKED about Hafiz riding a Harley Davidson.
He cannot reach and his arm pits getting air. WINDY SIOLXZXZX!

Oh ya, maybe i'll share something that happened before i submitted my JAE.
This applies to everyone yeah? They have 3 choices.
Not JC POLY OR ITE.

Stop, Education or Passion.

Most of you went for the education part as it's essential for your life.
A handful went for passion, like Zul.
Well, i almost went for my passion.

Most of you know what's my passion and that is to fight.
I called up my old coach and asked if i could be a professional fighter, full time.
He said he could ge things settled and would be glad to have me, but he asked if i was SURE.
I said idk, and he told me to think it over carefully.
Once my glory days are over, what am i going to do.
So yeah, im sticking to education hoping to graduate from studying with at LEAST a diploma.
I'd like to excel further BUT i have to see the conditions as i do not want my parents to support me if i am pursuing a degree.
I'll think about that.

Other then that, i've been gaming alot lately.
Oh well, i'll stop soon :).

Mohamed Firdaus
No hero in war.
Never Falter, Never surrender.

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2010-01-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

12:38am

Thursday

Ahhh, its so late and im not asleep.
Well, its cause i can't and not because i don't want too.

I'm in need of a social life..
I haven't met any of my friends for over one and a half weeks..
Either too busy with my Fight classes or game.

Oh well, you all also got better things to do then to go out with me right. RIGHT.
Mehhh, at least i get to see some friends on Sunday during the bbq.

Sen is happy about the bbq because he thinks he's gonna get to see some people in a two piece. I KNOW YOUR THINKING OF THEM SEN.

Other then that, i need to run more. Stamina is kinda gone like the food in sakura 10 seconds after ming arrives, ALL GONE.

2.4km run at 11min 45s. WTFFF.

Congrats to all the people who made it into their next step of life.
JC, Poly or ITE.
At least didn't stop. If you stopped schooling cause your too lazy or think you can bring a steady income in at O level education.
Fuck you, your an idiot.
Well, i don't think anyone i know stopped their education at this time. Is there?

Higher nitec or what, i still have to get that diploma in 4 years, whatever it takes.
I can take a private diploma, but im afraid it's not recognized if i want to work in the civil service.
2 years in higher nitec, join poly 2nd year. WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Then i'll go for NS THEN i can talk about a degree.
Oh well, i'll clear my higher nitec first for now.
Goodnight everyone..

Mohamed Firdaus.
Defensive mentality. Both physically and mentally.

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2010-01-26T19:03:00.000-08:00

10:48am

Wednesday

My computer is fucked, i can't log into msn.
So if you miss me, continue missing me.
Due to boredom, I REALLY MEAN BOREDOM, i started playing an old game.

MAPLESTORY.

Now i know you guys are like laughing.
"OMG OMG OMG LAME. YOU CBCAKE. CB FLOWER. HAHAHA NOOB."

This is due to boredom.
And besides i have the 2 greatest friends to play with me.
Essham and Muhsin!
And since Higher nitec only starts in april, i have my time to play.

I cant log into msn, and im not bothering with eBuddy.
I don't exactly like the interface.
So if you neeeeed to talk to me, just text me or give me a call.

And so far, Boxing/Muay Thai is great.
I feel damn energetic nowadays and using that energy to play maple, which is stupid.
All in the name of boredom.
Sen, you comment something about some cleric i'll kill you. :D

By the time i start higher nitec, i'd probably be in level 2 Muay Thai
I have 2 and a half months to get into Muay Thai II.

Till my next post. :D Wth since when did i use this sign off

Mohamed Firdaus
My dream is to fight in the UFC..

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2010-01-24T09:15:00.000-08:00

1:01am

Monday

I'm still up this late.

Didn't go for any trainings today, rest day i guess.

Besides, i had to stay home since i had family matters.

What's happening to me sia..

I promise, by my next post, i'll be back to the normal longer posts.

Mohamed Firdaus

Seriously Fir, what's wrong..

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2010-01-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

9:44pm

Saturday.

MMA = TIRING.

My whole body hurts..

My wrists, neck, shoulder and arms..

Not going out tomorrow since i have family matters to attend to.

Class 2b traffic police test coming up soon.

Pushed forwards by 2 days to the 18th of Feb.

Mark that date.

I wanna eat somewhere posh and not at a buffet :) .

Maybe some seafood, i don't mind swensons or Simpang bedok.

Anyone?

Mohamed Firdaus

2010-01-22T09:07:00.000-08:00

9:48pm

Friday.

I WANT TO GO BOWLING.

Anyone?

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2010-01-21T05:09:00.000-08:00

8:46pm

Thursday

Okay, i forgot that the grandmaster of Muay Thai was at Evolve, so i went there at like 12 and i there was no lessons.

So, waited for sen at orchard mrt.

I suddenly got excited about the bbq on the 31st Jan.

Sec 5NA 09, and 10 will be there.

Talked about what good will happen, which is like, none.

And the bad that would happen, which is like alot.

And the funny things we would see. IMAGINE SEN. I KNOW YOU ARE TRYING TOO.

Left sen at around 4:45? Went for training.

Omg, i was damn tired so i practically sucked at the training.

Most likely going for boxing tomorrow at 5:30pm.

I can't use my elbows for now, so its pointless to go for Muay thai..

Im so not ready for MMA this Sat..

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2010-01-20T08:20:00.000-08:00

12:00am

Thursday

Today's been fine for me.
Had Muay thai today and most possibly on bot Thursday and Friday.
Then on Saturdays, ill leave that day out for MMA.
Training was abit tough since its my second lesson for Muay thai.
But hey, if others can do it, i can do it too.
I'll work my way up.

Swimming in the morning.
If set time at 8, please come at 8 and don't say latest by what time, confuses everyone.
Not really the best of all mornings but that's all behind me now, maybe i was wrong.
Went over to jurong just to know that most rides were closed, we went in anyway.
Had fun, took video while going down the slide!

Headed home ealier since i had Muay thai anyways.
Whole body hurts like mad now..
I needa get my rest, gots training tomorrow at 12 anyways, then i'll meet sen since he had to go for some interview.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-01-19T05:17:00.000-08:00

9:09pm

Tuesday

Hi. LOL WTF "Hi"?!

I have nothing interesting to blog about today since the places i been was the woodlands gym and Evolve MMA at Far east square.
Maybe Evolve MMA is kinda an interesting topic.
But meh, who cares about me fighting.
Things that are new is that, im finally part of Evolve MMA.

The people there are damn friendly.
And i can like go anytime i want.
Im going for both Muay Thai and MMA.
Weekends MMA i guess.
Well, i got a free ipod and i have no idea what to do with it..

Think i'll sleep earlier, maybe round 12am since i gots swimming with friends tomorrow.

Mohamed Firdaus
Replacing this pain with pride and joy.

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2010-01-18T05:58:00.000-08:00

9:18pm

Monday

Wth, my blog was hacked into.
Serves me right for putting the same password as msn.

Now let's see.
I think i want to get a pet.
Maybe a snake. SERIOUSLY.
A 4m long python.
Which pet lover won't want a python.

Its silent.
It doesnt poop.
It kills other animals and possibly humans.
Its poisonous.
Its venomous.

I know right!
Best pet ever.

Mohamed Firdaus.

Not Fir Blogging

2010-01-16T22:58:00.000-08:00

Reconsider. Please.

I still don't think i look like her.
Shamira.

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2010-01-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

11:15pm

Saturday

I can't believe i stayed the whole day at home..
Went out around 8 to get my Nasi Goreng Pataya Seafood at Al-Ameen.
It's real nice, you should try it. Got the same thing for my brother's and sisters.

I want to learn a new form of fight, but i just can't decide on which.
Or maybe i should like stick to one of the past forms of fight.

Lets see,

Boxing,
Plus point: Powerful punches, great comboes, upperbody powerful.
Minus point: Not really a ranged fighter, needs to get in close.

MMA Mixed Martial Arts
Plus point: All rounded fighter. Great punches, kicks and submissions. Works well on any opponent.
Minus point: Think i'll get too cocky if i really master the submissions.. Will get angry even easier knowing submissions like arm bars would make anyone cry..

Krav Maga,
Plus point: Simple and powerful counter terrorism methods. Take opponents out with the shortest amount of time with the least amount of effort.
Minus point: Will not work effectively on an experienced fighter. SERIOUSLY.

Muay Thai,
Plus point: Kicks, knees, punches, elbows. Wow. Good bone density if you train and stuff.
Minus point: Nothing much really.. They do well on the ground with their knee's and elbow. Its like all 8 limbs being put to work. Close ranged,standard range and long range can be handled.

Wing chun
Plus point: Defensive to the max. Trains patience. BEST DEFENSIVE MARTIAL ARTS EVER.
Minus point: Not really a fan of patience. Besides, whatever Biu Gee they can do, the muslims can do it too through what they want to learn. And, im more of an offence kinda guy. If you havent noticed.

Walking away from a fight,
Plus point: You don't get hurt. Its the smartest thing to do. You dont injure people.
Minus point: There isnt any.

So yeah. Those are my choices.
So, which should i pick..

Mohamed Firdaus.
FIRE.

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2010-01-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

11:00pm

Friday

Okay, i remembered a few days ago, i was at the treehaus place after watching the movie Old Dogs
More like a fight scene.
Here's the pictures, and i'll add a story line for a few.

We bow.

Skills from left to right, No fighting background, Wing Chun practitioner, MMA/Streetfighter, Silat exponent.

Circled.

Blocked my punch, but headed to Nabil's kick.

Knee to face.

Getting a roundhouse kick ready then, END GAME

All against Fir, :(

Roundhouse kicks and front kick.

Jumpshot, Ama flashing.

I know, im kicking alot.

Top to bottom, jumpshot.

BEST PICTURE OF THE DAY.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-01-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

10:06pm

Thursday

Okay, im feeling better now.
For those that is wondering, i'm not going to enter NS.
O level's won't get me far in life.
Im continuing higher nitec in business studies.
Hopefully, i'll do well and enter poly in the 2nd year.
Been recieving ALOT of calls,sms's,IM's and even on my tagboard.
I'll be fine.
My life is like full of obstacles or problems, why should i let this stop me.
IT HINDERED ME because it's my future.
So now my fear is the future. And big circles caused by a light source. -.-" STOP LAUGHING REY.
Doubt i would change in higher nitec, im Fir.

I know im feeling better now, but the decisions that i made in the fast few days stays, everything.
Im sorry, but its for the best.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2010-01-12T18:48:00.000-08:00

10:21am

Wednesday

I was sitting stil last night, not asleep at about 3am.
I was thinking.
I picked up my phone, and randomly chose a song.
I listened to the lyrics carefully.
And broke down at the end of the song. It wasn't because of the beautiful solo, the song reflected everything.
Yeah, i broke down.
Would like to thank everyone that comforted me, especially Rey,Aishah and Ama.
Not forgetting Gaz and everyone else.
I didnt ever think i would be this way..
I've lost the will to do everything.. There is no hope for me.
I've lost the will to fight.

Fade to black - Metallica.

Doesn't this song reflect me now..

Life it seems will fade away

Drifting further every day

Getting lost within myself

Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live

Simply nothing more to give

There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be

Missing one inside of me

Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me

To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn

I was me but now he is gone

No one but me can save myself

But it's too late
Now I can't think

Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though

It never existed

Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye

I thought i could do anything.
I was wrong.

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2010-01-11T08:42:00.000-08:00

12:33am

Tuesday

Well, this is it.
I didnt make it into the polytechnic.
Seems like my life is kinda over.
So many hours being put away, to study, turned out so bad.
I really don't know what to say.
I could do the papers, but the results tell another story.
When i got my results, i felt like crying, but i just could not bring myself to that stage.

Well, for those of you keen to know what's going to happen in my life.
I wanted to join the army, but at my rate, my salary would be only 1.7k a month.
If i complete higher nitec, i could earn about 2k a month, being a regular in the army and also i could ask for office hours and get a part time diploma.
We'll see as the time passes by.
For now, my future is bleak.

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2010-01-09T08:36:00.000-08:00

12:12am

Sunday

Idk what to blog about..
I have this second part of my mind that always questions or have comments over what i do. Here's what it would look like
My results are tomorrow. Damn, how am i suppose to react.
Idk what to do. KILL.TEACHER.
I feel like going on a massive killing spree, but that wont benefit me in any way. Would it?
Im so gonna go home and camp in my room if fail. But before that, i'll go on with my original plan. Click on the button on my handphone that instantly releases a gas that would kill all the people in the hall.
Note to self : Dont forget to bring gas mask.

Well thats that.
So if i fail, YOU ALL DIE THE MOST HORRID DEATH EVER.

Jokes aside.
Im really nervous about Monday.
I hope everything turns out okay, or im going for my National Service.
ITE is not an option.
Ill do a private, part time diploma.
I know education is important for my life, that's why i won't stop.
Even if it is private diploma, its something.
Hopefully, i can continue my studies and go on to do a degree, be it locally or overseas.
My course of choice in the Polytechnic is Mechanical Engineering or Maritime Engineering.
Im sure i can get into Mechanic Engineering if i pass my Math.
Maritime engineering, is a diffrent issue.
I'll hope and pray for the best.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Help.

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2010-01-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

10:45am

Friday

Went to Legend's class outing yesterday.
Go out to enjoy, but still ended up sparring with Safwan.
Fast guy. Since the game didnt end for god knows how long we've been on it, we stopped.
It's all gooood.
Left the place around 10pm since i needed to meet my friend at like 11:30.

Am worried about my results.
The worst i could get is like.
THIS IS THE WORST I COULD I EVER GET.
English - B4. YOU KNOW HOW SAD I'LL BE IF I GET THIS.
Maths - D7-F9. The only subject that could hinder my chances of getting into a polytechnic.
Fuck, i hope paper one brings me up..
Combined Science - B4. I think i won't get a B4 for this since the papers were relatively okay.
Combined Humans - B4. Mannnnn. I sure hope i get my A2, but this is the worst case scenario.
DNT - C6 Worst case scenario, yeah ? SO ILL USE MY MALAY WHICH IS A B4.

4+4+4+4+7 = 23, I still can get into a poly. BUT I JUST NEED A DAMN PASS IN MATHS.
I hope for something like this though.
2+5+2+2+3/4 = 14/15.
Wont that be a dream.
Wah thanks ah Ama for making me think of this.

Mohamed Firdaus.

Even i can't stop what's gonna happen on the 11th.

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2010-01-05T04:57:00.000-08:00

8:25pm

Thursday

This conversation with my brother brightened my night.

Fir: Ashraff, you want to use the computer or sleep ?
Ashraff: Nvm, i need to do my homework.
Fir: Second day of school, you have homework and eager to do?
Ashraff: Ya, last year i only get 2 grade two's for my subjects, maths and science. I want to make mama and abah proud of me.
Fir:....Wow, thumbs up(Y).

Man, why can't i be like my little brother -.-"

Now let's see, i havent had a resolution and i thought of what i want to achieve this year, regardless of if i do it or not.
Im not gonna put "Good results for O levels" since i already took the exam and i can't change anything.
Now, looking into matters that i can change.

1 - LOSE FATS.
I need to lose more fat and stop building my body.. Cardio, more RUNNING which i doubt is tough for me.
Maybe some strength training.

2 - Less trouble this year.
Please. If anyone reading here wants to create problem for me or irritate me, stop can? No police cases would be good, im lucky enough so far not to have a record. :)

3 - Build up lower body strength/power.
For those who know me well, my lower body isnt exactly that good, my legs for example.
They're not weak, but they could be alot stronger. I needa be an All-rounder. :)

4 - Learn a new form of fight.
Well, this is already in progress. Since i've got like experience in other fields.
Past experiences.
Boxing - Singapore Amateur Boxing Association.
Streetfight - Singapore Streetfight Society. Team Powerhouse, FTW.
Not exactly in MMA, but yeah, had a little experience in this since i went for trials everywhere.
Kaki Tujuh : Not a form of fight, but hell yeah, i learned alot in this group..

5 - Southpaw fighting.

Lets face it. If i go against someone who knows how to use both the left AND right hands and has just a little less of amount of skill i do, im going to lose.
Southpaw fighters are left handed fighters. Im right handed, so if i learn southpaw, :D.
I doubt i can master this anytime soon.
If any of you think this is easy, think.
You have to get your stances right, your movement, everything, to get that power.
So learning it all over again on southpaw will be tough. Total opposite stance.

Well thats kinda the things i wanna achieve.

Mohamed Firdaus.

Somethings getting in my way..

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2010-01-01T03:27:00.000-08:00

7:13pm

Friday

BEST EVER SONGS I'VE SO FAR LISTENED TO.

Death Metal: Kalmah - Hades. Intro, DESTROYS ALL OTHER SONGS.

Best Ballad: Miss you in a hearbeat - Def Leppard

Best Live Performance

Muse - Knights of Cydonia

Will post more later or tomorrow.

Mohamed Firdaus

Fire.

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2009-12-31T09:44:00.000-08:00

1:15am

1st Jan 2010

Friday.

New year? So what.
I dont celebrate this annual thig because im actually looking forward to the new year.
I do this since its the day that i can get together with my friends.
Was flooded with sms's wishing me a happy new year.
But the fact is, it aint gonna be a happy new year why?
People who wishes me this Happy new year messages, is sure to hurt one another as the time goes by.
But i do appreciate the effort that they put in, so thanks guys.. REALLY, IM NOT BEING SARCASTIC.
IM SERIOUS.
A new year eh. We'll see how much damage i'll do at the end of 2010.

Spent my new year with some friends whom i really know for some time.
Noor,Dev,Syahir,Yasin and Gopi.
We were all at a friend's place bbq-ing.
The people there were nice.
So i cabbed home early since i have to go out again at like 2am and that i needed to go home first cause my dad said so -.-"

Soon i'll be off to hougang.. To start the new year with a big, painful bang for some people.
Its the best way to start a new year!

This new year,
I cannot promise that i wont be irritating at times.
I cannot promise that i won't change.
I cannot promise that i won't blow my top off, although it hasnt really happened to you. HA. Except some..
I cannot promise that i'll always listen to you.
I cannot promise that i'll always do the right thing.
I cannot promise that i'll always agree with you.
I cannot promise you that i wont hurt you.

However.

I promise that i'll always be there for anyone who needs me.
No matter how angry i am, or pissed with you, i'll be there for anyone.
Im not the kind of person who runs away from problems.
I face them, and i promise ill always be by your side when things dont turn out the way you want them to be.
I fight for the right reasons, and most of you know that by now.
To some, its hard to say Sorry, but its the one damn word that calms me down.

So now, im publicly apologizing to everyone that i've hurt so far the past year.
Not sure if i should do this, but hey.
Everyone makes mistakes. NOBODY LAUGH AT THIS, ESP NABIL, AMA AND REY.
But before you go ahead and think, wow, i forgive Fir, or nah, fuck Fir.
Think, if i ever did hurt you, was it my fault?
Was it for the right reasons?

Mohamed Firdaus.

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2009-12-30T03:03:00.000-08:00

6:57pm

Wednesday

Finally completed class3 subjects, 33/33 DONE.
Traffic police test, 9 Mar 10. CB SO LATE.

Went to meet sen at Bishan after practical.
The lady who was from the recruitment drive looked sweet.
She was talking to both me and sen about sen's job.
Then suddenly change topic about my licence.
At first she thought i was sen's brother and thought that i was 22 YEARS OLD. WIN.
I stopped shaving clean for like 3 days now, so i look older ?
Shaving neat is harder then shaving clean -.-"
Maybe i'll get rid of it soon.
Meh i havent watche simpsons in 2 days.
I'd better start.

Mohamed Firdaus.

So what now?

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2009-12-29T09:04:00.000-08:00

12:22am

Wednesday.

I just got home. And now im bored.

Now what..
The Rev died.
Which is sad.
Now all Avenged Sevenfold need is Travis barker.

Yeah.. Nothing to blog about.

But seriously?
I feel, like i can't be fucked with anything anymore..
I feel, angry.
But why?

Mohamed Firdaus

Break the silence.

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2009-12-28T18:01:00.000-08:00

9:47am

Tuesday

Lets start from Sunday shall we.

Went to watch Singapore Idol.
Thanks Atiqah for giving the free tickets ;)
Sezairi won? Wth.
Ok la, im not taking sides since
Sezairi is MALAY AND A GUY.
Sylvia has a good voice and not to mention damn hot.
So blah, i need to publicly apologize to this person or im not gonna hear the end of it.
SORRY REY FOR NOT GOING BACK WITH YOU, i had to go to hougang to settle things.
At least got Azri and Atiqah right ?

So now on to Monday.
Parralel parking is hard without the damn poles..
So now the update are.
Car - 30/33 Subject 31 and 33 tests. And then i can book for my TP test
Bike - 6/7 Prac 7 test -.-" Pass, can book tp test.
Didnt do much i guess.
Just finished driving and met Rey,Zhaf and Alicia at AMK.
Trained back to woodlands to see the new and religious Nabil.
Aziz was there too.
Idk what i did for like so long at causeway point..
Went home.
And thats that.

Mohamed Firdaus.

Im surprised this is going so far..

Need i end things my way..

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2009-12-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

12:36pm

Saturday

Alright, lets move away from my current up to date life for a bit.
Its like 2010 in a few days time.
So i figured ill blog down my years of my life.
From 2000-2009

2000, 8Years old - My favourite song was like, Pokemon theme song. :D
Also, the year i first touched a computer and got hooked to pac man.. AND I WAS SKINNY LIKE WTF.

2001, 9 years old - Ah this year, was kinda a good year for me. Pri 4. Was top in my level for Maths, YES MATHS. AND YEAH, I WAS SKINNY. AND WHITE. :D

2002, 11 years old - Grades were still on par, although not as good. Fav song was like Digimon theme song, Butterfly something. It still is cool. I was caned this year due to a fight.

2003, 12 years old - Was bigger, haha. Played alot that year, which sucked. I was a kid. From an average of grade As and Bs. Dropped to Cs. I still remembered a day before PSLE i was still on runescape. :D
So i didnt study, AT ALL. So yeah, pathetic as that is, got me an aggregate of 171.

2004, 13 years old - NABEH, WRONG SCHOOL TO CHOOSE, WRSS.
Again, played alot. Runescape FTW. Almost retained sec 1. But went to sec 2. And played somemore.

2005, 14 years old. - Got caning in school due to another fight. It didnt hurt. Played Runescape like i have no life. Got into alot more fights. Almost retained Sec 2, but made it, again.

2006, 15 years old - Also known as the year i retained. Sec 3. PLAYED LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
FIGHT LIKE EVERY WEEK. And runescape like theres no tomorrow, level 111 on this year ftw.

2007, 16 years old, Sec 3. My atttitude sucked to the max, alot of people hated me. But it didnt bother me abit. Boxing started this year. Was getting abit slimmer. If i recall right, SEN LIKE CB SIA LAST TIME.

2008, 17 years old, Sec 4. BEST YEAR OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL. AINT GOT ANY IDEA THE STUFF I DID. Stopped boxing in the begining of the year, got into Singapore Streetfight Society. Slimmed down more. NOT THE BEST YEAR IN SCHOOL. I was hated, really. HAHAHA. Like now who's on better terms with me. Give examples of the people who uber hated me last time. Hidayah and Mainnah for example, but they all fine nowww. Oh ya, sen was okay with me this year too. Started Dota and stuff.
Played with Ming,Hafiz,Sen,Zul and more. Since it was an N level year, i actually studied abit.
It was an okay year for me i guess.. Nur Syazana, :( .

2009, Current, 18 years old. - I'd have to say this was my best year so far. I changed my attitude cause i was getting along better, during the first 2 months of the year, the people who didnt like me was all okay with me i guess, like Kenneth Lee. Nabeh, bully me like fuck last time. I was practically on good terms with everyone. I don't hate anyone la, seriously. Like this year was a major grow up year.

2nd half of the year. DotaDota. With TS, and wilson now. 5N2 PWNED 5N1. HAHA.
Surprised that sec 5N was like damn united, CHINESE AND MALAY AND DURGA.
Started getting better at guitar, was getting better cause everyone around me was playing.
Like those who were noobs but now pro, gotta hand it to them. Sham,Ts and Wilson.
Was going in for trials in MMA but not really full time.

3rd quarter of the year. Actually did some studying since another national exam.
Made friends with the 4E, AZRI, :D . I guess i was close to only him that time.
Learned new harder songs, like Heavy Metal, THIS TUNG SHENG LA, I WAN STUDY SIA. HAHA, kidding. I was alr listening to them, but songs were hard to play and stuff.
So yeah, went for night study and was closer to Nabil then. 3 men,1 Hexagon table.

Last quarter of the year. Study like fuck..
Was already closer to Ama and Rey.
Everyday meet Ama 7am go and study. Rey usually late and stuff like that, :P. And of course, Nabil and Azri were also there. Knowles Family, yeah?
Was like this four people who were always there with me.
Catching at Agora halls, wth? Its fun, and everyone who were there knows it.

Now its like the holidays and i still do meet up with everyone.
Im longing for an outing with my sec 5s, and the Usuals.
But hey, alot of people are busy these days.

I'll make do with what i have.

Mohamed Firdaus
In a state of mind, i forget who i am.
Now, try me ?

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2009-12-24T18:57:00.000-08:00

10:34pm

Friday, Christmas.

Not exactly the christmas i expected it to be..
Everythings wrong..

Let's start at 12 midnight.
Was on the phone till like 2:30.
Then on the phone again till like 3 with someone else.
You guys settle things.. You all don't need me..
Even if i dont celebrate christmas, my christmas wish is for everything to go back to normal..

Slept till like 7am.
Needed to go to Tan Tock Seng.
Met Amirul downstairs and rode all the way to toa payoh.
GSX-R K8,1000cc is his new bike. Woahhh..
Reached Tan Tock Seng around 8am and to my surprise, nobody was late.
Went up to Faruq's ward, and at least i got abit happier to see him better.
Left around 9 for breakfast and back at around 10?

Its suppose to be a happy day, or at least an average one.
But im feeling kinda down.
Look at all the things that happend in the past week.
You know what, i think.. I'll just stay away from it all..
Or maybe, just get out of it all..

Mohamed Firdaus.

Everything goes wrong the week before new year.

Start a new year, without Fir, if you think that's the best choice (:

Goes to everyone.

12am, 1st Jan 2010, just text me. "Fir, i don't want you in my life anymore."

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2009-12-23T07:32:00.000-08:00

10:59pm

Wednesday

I'll start with yesterday.

Henderson waves :D!
Idk who's holding onto the pictures.

What was my first expression when i saw the place ?
HOLYSHIT WE HAVE TO CLIMB THAT FLIGHT OF STAIRS TO GET UP THERE?!
I BET AMA AND ALICIA COMPLAINED LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.
But it was kinda awesome. The view. The wind. The threat of throwing Gary down, WIN.
But i didn't.

Was on the way to hortpark.
We were lost, duh.
Im not pointing fingers, but we all know its 100km to thailand.
Although i only made it for half a day there since i had practical, it was okay.
Oh right, the people who were there.
Alicia,Rey,Ama,Ling Yin,Zhaf,Mamat,Muz,Aziz and GARY. And me of course.

The bus ride back was kinda awesome, there was a really big cockroach.
Then zhaf kicked it and it started flying. :D!
I'll not elaborate what happened in the bus after that, i might be murdered.

Then we had this thought.
The world, being overrun by zombies.
Will make another post to talk about this.

Today, town with Alicia,Rey,Zhaf,Azri and GARY.
Bought my external speakers. :D
Trained back and walk at causeway point to get some christmas gifts for alicia's siblings.
Gary screamed like a fuck when he got the shot by a needle. Im exaggerating.
Went down to BK and had my dinner.
Ah well. Im kinda tired.
But i passed prac 5 :D
Now, ima watch simpsons.

Mohamed Firdaus

Never the person i thought you would be. But what can i expect.

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2009-12-21T19:26:00.000-08:00

11:19pm

Tuesday

Woke up around 11pm, but will put bathing off till like 11:30 since i have to leave home by 12:15 in order to make it at SSDC by 1:05pm.
Then i think i'll head to redhill to meet the rest of them.
Although i have a strong feeling i'll get lost.
Meh, ill just look for a hill thats red.

My wisdom tooth is causing so much pain..
Oh well, at least my grandma cooked porridge for me :)
And i dont think i'll eat for the rest of the day, or ill keep hurting myself.
I thought of punching myself in the face, but that would just be a stupid thing to do.
Although the salt water thing works kinda well.
I think i'll go off now, needa bathe and eat porridge. :D

Mohamed Firdaus

Put me to sleep, forever.

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2009-12-20T23:48:00.000-08:00

3:34pm

The End - Silverstein(Feat Lights)

Monday

Alright. Was suppose to meet Sen at the gym at like 12, but he just woke up at 11:45 -.-
Went first, reached around 12:45.
Sen brought Rab along and they arrived around 1:15pm.
Doing Bench presses and suddenly got a call from Ama.
So do and talk at the same time, people thought i was crazy -.-"
Left the place around 2:25pm.

My Wisdom tooth hurts bad.
I'll just leave it there.
It makes me not want to eat due to the pain.
Oh well.
Sen and Rab has to stop singing that stupid Lady Gaga song. Rarara your head -.-"

Night riding tonight.
8:10pm prac.
Oh well.
Can finally cover practical 5.

Will appreciate help from people who could give me advice on how to stop the pain coming from this damn wisdom tooth..

And i hope i can find Hederson waves tomorrow.
Or maybe i'll bail on the plan.
See how. After practical kinda tiring, but i'll make an effort :)

Mohamed Firdaus

Already gone.