8:16pm

The Final Countdown - Children of bodom

Monday

School was okay today.
I mean, the principal isn't angry with me or whatsoever.
So i stayed back after school with Ming and Azri in class 4E2.
Did some math, and talked of course.
Then Nabil came in and told us he lost his phone.
For a guy who lost his phone, he wasn't that depressed. Haha.
Alright, did some math and physics.
Went home.

Then again, i can't help but think.

What makes you so sure of yourself?
I mean. Come on.
Your making yourself feel so high up. For what?
To show who?
I suggest you stop assuming things thats not true or was never true.
If you felt otherwise, im telling you STRAIGHT in your face.
Its not, :D
Stop making up stories.
You want to get on with your life, go ahead, but why make such assumptions?

Although now, i do regret.

All that help, wasted. I could have channeled my energy elsewhere, maybe in that earthquake that recently happened in indonesia..
Trust? Lol.

And of course, to top it all off.

I dont know what i did.
Cause for all i know that i've done nothing wrong.

Its like im fighting a war without knowing what im fighting for.
So you know what this means? There should be no war, why?
Im not fighting for anything. If its so serious, tell me.
Why are you not telling me?
Afraid whatever you heard is not true?
Even if what you heard wasnt true, i dont expect an apology.

And of course, whoever who wants to address this case personally to me. Your all welcome.
Cause i want to know what i did.
If im really at fault. I will apologize. As if you all don't know me .
So finally, id like to end with this.

"Like father, like son."
You translate.
For no apparent reason, im being targeted.
Sounds fammilar doesn't it?

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