200th post.

11:44pm

Saturday

Just finished gaming.
Tribute to sen.

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12:17am

Saturday

Has it ever occur to you that a type of drink can make you feel all relaxed on both the inside and outside?
Well my drink is Chrysanthemum white tea!           

Okay, enough advertistements.

Day has been okay.
Met up with Sen and went for prayers.
Met sham along the way.
Met Hafiz and Afiq there.

Talked, JOKED about Hafiz riding a Harley Davidson.
He cannot reach and his arm pits getting air. WINDY SIOLXZXZX!

Oh ya, maybe i'll share something that happened before i submitted my JAE.
This applies to everyone yeah? They have 3 choices.
Not JC POLY OR ITE.

Stop, Education or Passion.

Most of you went for the education part as it's essential for your life.
A handful went for passion, like Zul.
Well, i almost went for my passion.

Most of you know what's my passion and that is to fight.
I called up my old coach and asked if i could be a professional fighter, full time.
He said he could ge things settled and would be glad to have me, but he asked if i was SURE.
I said idk, and he told me to think it over carefully.
Once my glory days are over, what am i going to do.
So yeah, im sticking to education hoping to graduate from studying with at LEAST a diploma.
I'd like to excel further BUT i have to see the conditions as i do not want my parents to support me if i am pursuing a degree.
I'll think about that.

Other then that, i've been gaming alot lately.
Oh well, i'll stop soon :).

Mohamed Firdaus
No hero in war.
Never Falter, Never surrender.

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12:38am

Thursday

Ahhh, its so late and im not asleep.
Well, its cause i can't and not because i don't want too.

I'm in need of a social life..
I haven't met any of my friends for over one and a half weeks..
Either too busy with my Fight classes or game.

Oh well, you all also got better things to do then to go out with me right. RIGHT.
Mehhh, at least i get to see some friends on Sunday during the bbq.

Sen is happy about the bbq because he thinks he's gonna get to see some people in a two piece. I KNOW YOUR THINKING OF THEM SEN.

Other then that, i need to run more. Stamina is kinda gone like the food in sakura 10 seconds after ming arrives, ALL GONE.

2.4km run at 11min 45s. WTFFF.

Congrats to all the people who made it into their next step of life.
JC, Poly or ITE.
At least didn't stop. If you stopped schooling cause your too lazy or think you can bring a steady income in at O level education.
Fuck you, your an idiot.
Well, i don't think anyone i know stopped their education at this time. Is there?

Higher nitec or what, i still have to get that diploma in 4 years, whatever it takes.
I can take a private diploma, but im afraid it's not recognized if i want to work in the civil service.
2 years in higher nitec, join poly 2nd year. WHATEVER IT TAKES.
Then i'll go for NS THEN i can talk about a degree.
Oh well, i'll clear my higher nitec first for now.
Goodnight everyone..

Mohamed Firdaus.
Defensive mentality. Both physically and mentally.


 

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10:48am

Wednesday

My computer is fucked, i can't log into msn.
So if you miss me, continue missing me.
Due to boredom, I REALLY MEAN BOREDOM, i started playing an old game.


MAPLESTORY.

Now i know you guys are like laughing.
"OMG OMG OMG LAME. YOU CBCAKE. CB FLOWER. HAHAHA NOOB."

This is due to boredom.
And besides i have the 2 greatest friends to play with me.
Essham and Muhsin!
And since Higher nitec only starts in april, i have my time to play.

I cant log into msn, and im not bothering with eBuddy.
I don't exactly like the interface.
So if you neeeeed to talk to me, just text me or give me a call.

And so far, Boxing/Muay Thai is great.
I feel damn energetic nowadays and using that energy to play maple, which is stupid.
All in the name of boredom.
Sen, you comment something about some cleric i'll kill you. :D

By the time i start higher nitec, i'd probably be in level 2 Muay Thai
I have 2 and a half months to get into Muay Thai II.

Till my next post. :D Wth since when did i use this sign off

Mohamed Firdaus
My dream is to fight in the UFC..

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12:00am

Thursday


Today's been fine for me.
Had Muay thai today and most possibly on bot Thursday and Friday.
Then on Saturdays, ill leave that day out for MMA.
Training was abit tough since its my second lesson for Muay thai.
But hey, if others can do it, i can do it too.
I'll work my way up.

Swimming in the morning.
If set time at 8, please come at 8 and don't say latest by what time, confuses everyone.
Not really the best of all mornings but that's all behind me now, maybe i was wrong.
Went over to jurong just to know that most rides were closed, we went in anyway.
Had fun, took video while going down the slide!

Headed home ealier since i had Muay thai anyways.
Whole body hurts like mad now..
I needa get my rest, gots training tomorrow at 12 anyways, then i'll meet sen since he had to go for some interview.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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9:09pm

Tuesday

Hi.                             LOL WTF "Hi"?!


I have nothing interesting to blog about today since the places i been was the woodlands gym and Evolve MMA at Far east square.
Maybe Evolve MMA is kinda an interesting topic.
But meh, who cares about me fighting.
Things that are new is that, im finally part of Evolve MMA.

The people there are damn friendly.
And i can like go anytime i want.
Im going for both Muay Thai and MMA.
Weekends MMA i guess.
Well, i got a free ipod and i have no idea what to do with it..

Think i'll sleep earlier, maybe round 12am since i gots swimming with friends tomorrow.

Mohamed Firdaus
Replacing this pain with pride and joy.




 

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9:18pm

Monday

Wth, my blog was hacked into.
Serves me right for putting the same password as msn.

Now let's see.
I think i want to get a pet.
Maybe a snake. SERIOUSLY.
A 4m long python.
Which pet lover won't want a python.

Its silent.
It doesnt poop.
It kills other animals and possibly humans.
Its poisonous.
Its venomous.

I know right!
Best pet ever.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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Reconsider. Please.



I still don't think i look like her.
Shamira.

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11:15pm

Saturday

I can't believe i stayed the whole day at home..
Went out around 8 to get my Nasi Goreng Pataya Seafood at Al-Ameen.
It's real nice, you should try it. Got the same thing for my brother's and sisters.

I want to learn a new form of fight, but i just can't decide on which.
Or maybe i should like stick to one of the past forms of fight.

Lets see,

Boxing,
Plus point: Powerful punches, great comboes, upperbody powerful.
Minus point: Not really a ranged fighter, needs to get in close.

MMA Mixed Martial Arts
Plus point: All rounded fighter. Great punches, kicks and submissions. Works well on any opponent.
Minus point: Think i'll get too cocky if i really master the submissions.. Will get angry even easier knowing submissions like arm bars would make anyone cry..

Krav Maga,
Plus point: Simple and powerful counter terrorism methods. Take opponents out with the shortest amount of time with the least amount of effort.
Minus point: Will not work effectively on an experienced fighter. SERIOUSLY.

Muay Thai,
Plus point: Kicks, knees, punches, elbows. Wow. Good bone density if you train and stuff.
Minus point: Nothing much really.. They do well on the ground with their knee's and elbow. Its like all 8 limbs being put to work. Close ranged,standard range and long range can be handled.

Wing chun
Plus point: Defensive to the max. Trains patience. BEST DEFENSIVE MARTIAL ARTS EVER.
Minus point: Not really a fan of patience. Besides, whatever Biu Gee they can do, the muslims can do it too through what they want to learn. And, im more of an offence kinda guy. If you havent noticed.

Walking away from a fight,
Plus point: You don't get hurt. Its the smartest thing to do. You dont injure people.
Minus point: There isnt any.

So yeah. Those are my choices.
So, which should i pick..

Mohamed Firdaus.
FIRE.

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11:00pm

Friday

Okay, i remembered a few days ago, i was at the treehaus place after watching the movie Old Dogs
More like a fight scene.
Here's the pictures, and i'll add a story line for a few.

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10:06pm

Thursday

Okay, im feeling better now.
For those that is wondering, i'm not going to enter NS.
O level's won't get me far in life.
Im continuing higher nitec in business studies.
Hopefully, i'll do well and enter poly in the 2nd year.
Been recieving ALOT of calls,sms's,IM's and even on my tagboard.
I'll be fine.
My life is like full of obstacles or problems, why should i let this stop me.
IT HINDERED ME because it's my future.
So now my fear is the future. And big circles caused by a light source. -.-" STOP LAUGHING REY.
Doubt i would change in higher nitec, im Fir.

I know im feeling better now, but the decisions that i made in the fast few days stays, everything.
Im sorry, but its for the best.

Mohamed Firdaus.

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10:21am

Wednesday


I was sitting stil last night, not asleep at about 3am.
I was thinking.
I picked up my phone, and randomly chose a song.
I listened to the lyrics carefully.
And broke down at the end of the song. It wasn't because of the beautiful solo, the song reflected everything.
Yeah, i broke down.
Would like to thank everyone that comforted me, especially Rey,Aishah and Ama.
Not forgetting Gaz and everyone else.
I didnt ever think i would be this way..
I've lost the will to do everything.. There is no hope for me.
I've lost the will to fight.








I thought i could do anything.
I was wrong.

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12:33am

Tuesday

Well, this is it.
I didnt make it into the polytechnic.
Seems like my life is kinda over.
So many hours being put away, to study, turned out so bad.
I really don't know what to say.
I could do the papers, but the results tell another story.
When i got my results, i felt like crying, but i just could not bring myself to that stage.

Well, for those of you keen to know what's going to happen in my life.
I wanted to join the army, but at my rate, my salary would be only 1.7k a month.
If i complete higher nitec, i could earn about 2k a month, being a regular in the army and also i could ask for office hours and get a part time diploma.
We'll see as the time passes by.
For now, my future is bleak.

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12:12am

Sunday

Idk what to blog about..
I have this second part of my mind that always questions or have comments over what i do. Here's what it would look like
My results are tomorrow.             Damn, how am i suppose to react.
Idk what to do.             KILL.TEACHER.
I feel like going on a massive killing spree, but that wont benefit me in any way. Would it?
Im so gonna go home and camp in my room if fail. But before that, i'll go on with my original plan. Click on the button on my handphone that instantly releases a gas that would kill all the people in the hall.
Note to self : Dont forget to bring gas mask.

Well thats that.
So if i fail, YOU ALL DIE THE MOST HORRID DEATH EVER.

Jokes aside.
Im really nervous about Monday.
I hope everything turns out okay, or im going for my National Service.
ITE is not an option.
Ill do a private, part time diploma.
I know education is important for my life, that's why i won't stop.
Even if it is private diploma, its something.
Hopefully, i can continue my studies and go on to do a degree, be it locally or overseas.
My course of choice in the Polytechnic is Mechanical Engineering or Maritime Engineering.
Im sure i can get into Mechanic Engineering if i pass my Math.
Maritime engineering, is a diffrent issue.
I'll hope and pray for the best.

Mohamed Firdaus.
Help.

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10:45am

Friday


Went to Legend's class outing yesterday.
Go out to enjoy, but still ended up sparring with Safwan.
Fast guy. Since the game didnt end for god knows how long we've been on it, we stopped.
It's all gooood.
Left the place around 10pm since i needed to meet my friend at like 11:30.



Am worried about my results.
The worst i could get is like.
THIS IS THE WORST I COULD I EVER GET.
English - B4.  YOU KNOW HOW SAD I'LL BE IF I GET THIS.
Maths - D7-F9. The only subject that could hinder my chances of getting into a polytechnic.
Fuck, i hope paper one brings me up..
Combined Science - B4. I think i won't get a B4 for this since the papers were relatively okay. 
Combined Humans - B4. Mannnnn. I sure hope i get my A2, but this is the worst case scenario.
DNT - C6  Worst case scenario, yeah ? SO ILL USE MY MALAY WHICH IS A B4.

4+4+4+4+7 = 23, I still can get into a poly. BUT I JUST NEED A DAMN PASS IN MATHS.
I hope for something like this though.
2+5+2+2+3/4 = 14/15.
Wont that be a dream.
Wah thanks ah Ama for making me think of this.

8:25pm

Thursday

This conversation with my brother brightened my night.

Fir: Ashraff, you want to use the computer or sleep ?
Ashraff: Nvm, i need to do my homework.
Fir: Second day of school, you have homework and eager to do?
Ashraff: Ya, last year i only get 2 grade two's for my subjects, maths and science. I want to make mama and abah proud of me.
Fir:....Wow, thumbs up(Y).

Man, why can't i be like my little brother -.-"

Now let's see, i havent had a resolution and i thought of what i want to achieve this year, regardless of if i do it or not.
Im not gonna put "Good results for O levels" since i already took the exam and i can't change anything.
Now, looking into matters that i can change.

1 - LOSE FATS.
I need to lose more fat and stop building my body.. Cardio, more RUNNING which i doubt is tough for me.
Maybe some strength training.

2 - Less trouble this year.
Please. If anyone reading here wants to create problem for me or irritate me, stop can? No police cases would be good, im lucky enough so far not to have a record. :)

3 -  Build up lower body strength/power.
For those who know me well, my lower body isnt exactly that good, my legs for example.
They're not weak, but they could be alot stronger. I needa be an All-rounder. :)

4 - Learn a new form of fight. 
Well, this is already in progress. Since i've got like experience in other fields.
Past experiences.
Boxing - Singapore Amateur Boxing Association.
Streetfight - Singapore Streetfight Society. Team Powerhouse, FTW.
Not exactly in MMA, but yeah, had a little experience in this since i went for trials everywhere.
Kaki Tujuh : Not a form of fight, but hell yeah, i learned alot in this group..
 
5 - Southpaw fighting.

Lets face it. If i go against someone who knows how to use both the left AND right hands and has just a little less of amount of skill i do, im going to lose.
Southpaw fighters are left handed fighters. Im right handed, so if i learn southpaw, :D.
I doubt i can master this anytime soon.
If any of you think this is easy, think.
You have to get your stances right, your movement, everything, to get that power.
So learning it all over again on southpaw will be tough. Total opposite stance.


Well thats kinda the things i wanna achieve.

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7:13pm

Friday

BEST EVER SONGS I'VE SO FAR LISTENED TO.

Death Metal: Kalmah - Hades.     Intro, DESTROYS ALL OTHER SONGS.



Best Ballad: Miss you in a hearbeat - Def Leppard



Best Live Performance

Muse - Knights of Cydonia




Will post more later or tomorrow.

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