You all know what ?
I think im turning for the worse.

Why?
Well, its my personal reasons, but its definitely not only one reason.

Oh well, thats me.
Anyone of you who knows part of me?
Well yeah, my past is back to haunt me.

But.

I think i am strong enough.
Whatever i thought of doing.
ENDS.
Whatever i wanted to continue doing.
ENDS.

Why did i even bother to post this?

Oh well, seriously? I cant be fucked anymore.
I choose the way i want to live my life.
Im not going to leave it to waste.
Even if i can't make it into a Polytechinic.
Im not wasting my life away.

Cause i've wasted too many chances.
I seriously, have wasted too many chances.

Im not here to brag or anything, if you think i am, you can just close this window and get on with your life.

I have parents that are able to guide me.
Im financially stable.
My parents love me.
I seriously can't think of  better life to live in.

Now i wonder, why did i even start all my shit when i was in Secondary Three?
And now what? Im on holidays and what? Start to get into trouble again?
What? I have the free time, get myself to smoke and fight again?

No.

Im giving up on all this.
Seriously. Its not worth it.
I don't want to waste my life that god gave me.
So now what?

Ill keep myself occupied.

I have my driver's licence lined up for me.
Im going for MMA soon.
My future is somewhat bright(?)
Or maybe thats the way how i look at it.

Even if it's not bright. Ill make it bright.

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