I fucking failed my fucking practical 4 due to a fucking Immidiate Failure.
I feel so fucked up that i didnt even get to try since just after starting and moving off, i went into a wrong directions and fucking failed my test.
I was suppose to complete the thing, but i was so damn down that i didnt complete the fucking test.
I practiced for lke 2 Circuit Revisions, and i was able to do all the fucking courses.
Crank course, Figure 8, Emergency brakes, Narrow plank, Slalom plalom.
I can ace all that stupid things.

Knowing that i went into the wrong direction and got an immidiate failure, i just parked my bike and left the fucking place..
Failing without even trying is a new low for me.
But fuck, i think i was too tired and didnt focus much.
It was just the start of the test.
Didnt bother, booked another test tomorrow and i better pass that one.
There's nobody else to blame but me, and i know that.
Im just so damn pissed with myself.

So i hit my punching bag that is still as hard as cement till my knuckles are all blue black.
And just to let you know, im still not happy.
Yeah, it might be pathetic to get so mad over a test that i can retake.
But, I FAILED WITHOUT EVEN GETTING TO DO IT.
And if i fail tomorrow's test, there isnt another prac 4 slot or test slot till next monday.

IM WARNING EVERYONE TO STAY AWAY FROM ME IF I FAIL TOMORROW.

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