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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time: Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Title: -

10:21am

Wednesday


I was sitting stil last night, not asleep at about 3am.
I was thinking.
I picked up my phone, and randomly chose a song.
I listened to the lyrics carefully.
And broke down at the end of the song. It wasn't because of the beautiful solo, the song reflected everything.
Yeah, i broke down.
Would like to thank everyone that comforted me, especially Rey,Aishah and Ama.
Not forgetting Gaz and everyone else.
I didnt ever think i would be this way..
I've lost the will to do everything.. There is no hope for me.
I've lost the will to fight.




Fade to black - Metallica.
Doesn't this song reflect me now..


Life it seems will fade away

Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else


I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he is gone

No one but me can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye




I thought i could do anything.
I was wrong.

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